i have moved!but this will be kept for links sake:D

RELINK!

www.xanga.com/chunkspelunker

pissed off.very pissed off.and i wanna change to xanga.blogger is getting old.

hello colours!finally blogger is fixed.

being a loner is rather cool.i was one today.yes its cool.pffftt.claudia is emo nowadays.i think a lot too.schools horrible.lessons are better and im changing certain views of people.some good some bad.anyway momo today was stupid.i didnt understand a thing BUT after that and before that was fun.charleen and me kept laughing.after momo i went with annie and char to bugis and then to raffles city and then char and me went to suntec.we didnt do much.just had bk at raffles.the rest was just mindless walking trying to find a way around the place.i took a cab home and now im broke.i mean it literally.no cash in my wallet.hurrr.
theres something wrong with me nowadays.but i dont see what.i miss my friends.even though we may be in the same area but i really miss them.nevermind i cant do anything about it.im still thinking a lot about coming stuff.its rather freaky.i miss last years holidays.oh well.im getting drained.i can like sleep really early,like 10ish and then still feel damn tired.IM GETTING OLD-.-and today my right ankle and left knee hurt.great combination.i couldnt lean on either side.very nice right?okayokay.well yes claudia is getting old and drained out.oh yes camp is in 5 days.i couldnt be bothered with the countdown.

wow.jeez still sick.in jesus' name i'll be healed.
im worried.i shouldnt be but i am.i know its for the best.it will be cos its Gods plan but im just worried.i wanna know whats gonna happen in the future but i dont at the same time.okay yes i know im silly.but whatever.annoyance comes to me everyday.its bad for me.its making me have a bad spirit.but i like cant really help it?i have to try i know i must but its not easy.i dont wanna be forced anymore.i really dont.i will be for the rest of my life.i just dont want that to happen.im sick and tired of being forced.im sick and tired of being scolded to like it.im sick and tired of the nagging,of just everything!URGH.

sometimes i just feel like screaming and locking myself up in my room.but obviously thats not a solution and its pointless.i was damn pissed off in school i tell you.anyway i got out of the car and i fell down going up the stairs to the concourse and injured my right ankle.i was carrying the shirts btw.and yeah i just got pissed off.i mean yeah.i seriously think they care more for a thing.but oh well.dont bother cos i dont care.i appreciate certain things(:thank you.anyway,chapel was really really really good.thanks acjc people!yeah they did a great job.i seriously felt Gods presence there today.usually i dont exactly but i try.and yeah today's chapel was just awesome!oh yes and geog was fun.my group did a skit and we had a lot of fun.yupp.the rest of the day was just grah.stomach wasnt too good):GOD HEAL ME PLEASE.im really tired out already.being sick is draining and other stuff makes me more drained out.

this morning my stomach felt like something hit it.gosh it hurt so bad.but no matter God has healed me!i went to jackie pullinger's conference yesterday.yeah but didnt pay much attention cos i wasnt feeling well.i used my jacket jian xins and zests.haha and i wasnt warm at all.O.o yeah feverr and my stomach was uncomfortable.anyway,today i went to church with rachel then yeah service ended rather late.left church at 6.gonna have mothers day dinner at home and i havent gotten my mom anything.gah oh well.

i shall run this race for God.and only for him.i shall keep my eyes on him and not get distracted.i will go forth with his strength.and i will feel no inferiority.God has kept a piece of his heart for me and only me.whatever race he has set out for me will only be for me and only i can handle it.i dont care how many times i fall because i know he is with me and he'll help me along the way.and if i fall i learn and i become stronger in his word(:the lord will guide me thoughout and he will guide you all too:D

being sick is no fun.especially having stomach flu.yesterday was really bummer man.i thought i was alright but guess i was wrong.i went to the doctor again last night cos the one on thursday told me i was constipation.YEAH RIGHT.sure people puke when they have constipation-.-well ive had it before so i know its stomach flu so last night the doctor affirmed that.smart doctor(:cos it was a different one.heh=X okayokay,then like today i was supposed to go for CIP TO WEED THE STUPID FOREST OF PULAU UBIN which i still see NO POINT in it.but yeah due to my stomach flu condition i cant go.so i dont know what im gonna do about my CIP points.ah well.im praying that i can go for jackie pullinger however you spell her last name.im feeling better luh so yeah.i mean im hungry which is a good sign.but im not ALL THAT STARVING which is rather contradicting.well just keep praying for healing.i know the lord wants to heal me(: