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2007-05-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

i have moved!but this will be kept for links sake:D

RELINK!

www.xanga.com/chunkspelunker

2007-05-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

pissed off.very pissed off.and i wanna change to xanga.blogger is getting old.

2007-05-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

hello colours!finally blogger is fixed.

being a loner is rather cool.i was one today.yes its cool.pffftt.claudia is emo nowadays.i think a lot too.schools horrible.lessons are better and im changing certain views of people.some good some bad.anyway momo today was stupid.i didnt understand a thing BUT after that and before that was fun.charleen and me kept laughing.after momo i went with annie and char to bugis and then to raffles city and then char and me went to suntec.we didnt do much.just had bk at raffles.the rest was just mindless walking trying to find a way around the place.i took a cab home and now im broke.i mean it literally.no cash in my wallet.hurrr.
theres something wrong with me nowadays.but i dont see what.i miss my friends.even though we may be in the same area but i really miss them.nevermind i cant do anything about it.im still thinking a lot about coming stuff.its rather freaky.i miss last years holidays.oh well.im getting drained.i can like sleep really early,like 10ish and then still feel damn tired.IM GETTING OLD-.-and today my right ankle and left knee hurt.great combination.i couldnt lean on either side.very nice right?okayokay.well yes claudia is getting old and drained out.oh yes camp is in 5 days.i couldnt be bothered with the countdown.

2007-05-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

wow.jeez still sick.in jesus' name i'll be healed.
im worried.i shouldnt be but i am.i know its for the best.it will be cos its Gods plan but im just worried.i wanna know whats gonna happen in the future but i dont at the same time.okay yes i know im silly.but whatever.annoyance comes to me everyday.its bad for me.its making me have a bad spirit.but i like cant really help it?i have to try i know i must but its not easy.i dont wanna be forced anymore.i really dont.i will be for the rest of my life.i just dont want that to happen.im sick and tired of being forced.im sick and tired of being scolded to like it.im sick and tired of the nagging,of just everything!URGH.

2007-05-14T16:27:00.001+08:00

sometimes i just feel like screaming and locking myself up in my room.but obviously thats not a solution and its pointless.i was damn pissed off in school i tell you.anyway i got out of the car and i fell down going up the stairs to the concourse and injured my right ankle.i was carrying the shirts btw.and yeah i just got pissed off.i mean yeah.i seriously think they care more for a thing.but oh well.dont bother cos i dont care.i appreciate certain things(:thank you.anyway,chapel was really really really good.thanks acjc people!yeah they did a great job.i seriously felt Gods presence there today.usually i dont exactly but i try.and yeah today's chapel was just awesome!oh yes and geog was fun.my group did a skit and we had a lot of fun.yupp.the rest of the day was just grah.stomach wasnt too good):GOD HEAL ME PLEASE.im really tired out already.being sick is draining and other stuff makes me more drained out.

2007-05-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

this morning my stomach felt like something hit it.gosh it hurt so bad.but no matter God has healed me!i went to jackie pullinger's conference yesterday.yeah but didnt pay much attention cos i wasnt feeling well.i used my jacket jian xins and zests.haha and i wasnt warm at all.O.o yeah feverr and my stomach was uncomfortable.anyway,today i went to church with rachel then yeah service ended rather late.left church at 6.gonna have mothers day dinner at home and i havent gotten my mom anything.gah oh well.

i shall run this race for God.and only for him.i shall keep my eyes on him and not get distracted.i will go forth with his strength.and i will feel no inferiority.God has kept a piece of his heart for me and only me.whatever race he has set out for me will only be for me and only i can handle it.i dont care how many times i fall because i know he is with me and he'll help me along the way.and if i fall i learn and i become stronger in his word(:the lord will guide me thoughout and he will guide you all too:D

2007-05-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

being sick is no fun.especially having stomach flu.yesterday was really bummer man.i thought i was alright but guess i was wrong.i went to the doctor again last night cos the one on thursday told me i was constipation.YEAH RIGHT.sure people puke when they have constipation-.-well ive had it before so i know its stomach flu so last night the doctor affirmed that.smart doctor(:cos it was a different one.heh=X okayokay,then like today i was supposed to go for CIP TO WEED THE STUPID FOREST OF PULAU UBIN which i still see NO POINT in it.but yeah due to my stomach flu condition i cant go.so i dont know what im gonna do about my CIP points.ah well.im praying that i can go for jackie pullinger however you spell her last name.im feeling better luh so yeah.i mean im hungry which is a good sign.but im not ALL THAT STARVING which is rather contradicting.well just keep praying for healing.i know the lord wants to heal me(:

2007-05-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

urgh why am i always sick?especially this year.whywhywhywhywhywhy.i woke up this morning then i felt super horrible btu i still went to school.i felt pukish.urgh WHOLE DAY.i was supposed to go for the history excursion thingamabob but i couldnt cos i went home after bio which means i didnt have physics AGAIN.urgh.my voice is back to normal but urgh.anyway,i feel better now.GOD HEAL ME PLEASE!

2007-05-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

it was really a sign.getting 44/70 for chinese was really Gods sign for me.I GOT 44 FOR LIFE SCIENCE(: YAY.aha.well i was consoling myself yesterday while talking to rachel.so i told her that i may have been a sign from God.and i claimed it.i prayed for it.and guess what?God provided that for me.i got 41 for chem.not too good but still not bad!its above a 40:Dand like uhm i made THE SAME MISTAKE for BOTH papers.which is.shading the CORRECT answer then checking it again and changing it to a wrong answer-.-WHAT THE HELL RIGHT.so smart claudia.and you'd think its just ONE MARK.but that ONE MARK COST ME A BAND.if i got that ONE mark i'd get an A1 and A2.BOTH As but nooooooooo.okay okay well yeah thats my mistake.BUT STILL THANK GOD(:He really is our provider and He didnt let history repeat itself.no He didnt let that happen.amen(: todays lit thing was damn fun.hahaha.well okay luh not really but i enjoyed speaking in the accent.SOUTHERN ACCENT(:cool huh.and yesterday charleen was giving m an example so yeah and i kinda got stuck on it so it took a while for me to get back.haha.but today was different.yupp.so yes ive discovered that i can do a southern accent.lol.well yeah,PE today was alright.stupid sun.was here for 2 days and disappeared when i wanted it.stupiddd.humph.oh yes and golf today was better.cos evey sara and me kept laughing and laughing and laughing.coach harry owes us each a drink.he cheated.grrrrrr.ah well.yeahh so today was a relatively good day.why?yes i saw Gods miracle(:

2007-05-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

blogger is annoying.well today,stayed back for life science and chem answers.tomorrow im getting it back.MY CLASS DID HORRIBLY FOR LIFE SCIENCE.well im not sure about chem cos they didnt show the overall class marks.not individually.highest for my class is 44/60.wthhh not even an A1.crap.and my aim was A1.but since highest is an A2.I'M PRAYING,BELIEVING AND CLAIMING THAT I GOT 44,if not A2.only 12 people passed.WHAT THE HELL RIGHT.and 7.5/60 is the lowest.but i know i didnt get that so i shant bother.and i got chinese back.HAHAHAHHAHA I GOT 2ND IN CLASS.HAHAH CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?ME,A TOTAL BANANA,GOT 2ND HIGHEST.44/70 isnt that good BUT still ITS GOOD FOR A BANANA!hahahaa.God really blessed me with that man.WHOO.thank you God(:alright tomorrow im getting back my papers.PRAYING SUPER SUPER HARD and TRYING TO HAVE GREAT FAITH!but even as small as a mustard seed will do BUT its always better to have strong faith(: PLEASE GOD!Gods really showing Him to me at this time.so yessss!i dont feel as bad even though the day wasnt all that good.mom kept nagging yadeyadeya usual stuff-.-

2007-05-07T16:40:00.000+08:00

crap.bloggers still screwed-.-urgh.anyway my throat isnt any better today.i got suanned the whole time by pumbaa.silly girl.anyway geog test wasnt all that hard.hahaha.and we're getting chinese tomorrow.laoshi seriously scared me cos she said she thinks i got highest.HAHAH BIG JOKE I TELL YOU.but oh well,if i did,THANK GOD(:yesss He blessed me and i thank Him.its really a MIRACLE.i guess hardwork kinda does pay off once in a while huh?mmm,then tomorrow we're getting the answers for our 2 and only mid year papers.wednesday we're getting it back=/ im rather scared but i shall trust God that the makrs given to me is something i deserve.or learn from if its not up to my standard.so i pray for great understanding.todays chapel was good.Gods presence could really be felt.i guess i can really see the miracles in the preachers life.its seriously AMAZING.yeah i bought sonic edges album and the preachers book.its an autobio so yeah its kinda cool.

i talked to rachel yesterday on msn about like having bad weeks.but we both said the same thing after that.which is that actually having a bad week is better than a good/normal.well in a way.lets say we see it in our human perspective.of course its horrible right?but when you see it Gods way,having a bad week,in the end we learn good things from it IF we take it in a good way and follow Gods path.so if we do that,we benefit and gain things that we can apply in our lives or use whatever to help other people.ministry:D but having a normal week,what do we gain from it?nothing much just that we have no sufferings.right?but having a good week is good too.thats usually when God gives us time to enjoy the blessings.so yeah normal week is just boring.when we have a bad week and suffer sure itd suck but like through it all,on the last day of the whole thing,you realise how much youve grown from it and stuff.its kinda cool to see it from a different perspective then always thinking negatively.

anyway,i claim healing(:for everything.i claim victory in my exams and all.i claim victory in this war im going through now.i trust that all this will end up well even though there may be certain holes here and there.why?because i know my God is a God of miracles and He can make all these happen for me

2007-05-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

okay blogger is seriously screwed up.thats why im typing all in black and not in trebuchet ms.weirdddd.okay well today wasnt as bad as i thought it would be BUT theres still certain things which i knew would happen.i lost my voice too.grah and thanks rachel and melanie for suanning me about it-.-grrr.oh well.
i'm gonna keep on praying for what i want.i shall not give up.i shall make a point that every single day i'll keep praying for it.OH YES,I CAN GO FOR ENCOUNTER!YAYYYY.lalala.even though i have to go for the mindchamps thing with some other class i dont mind(:haha yeahhh man.okay and now theres a sunday void.i dont wanna go back to school again.

2007-05-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

school today was alright i guess.of all the days i didnt go to school we happened to do something major in math and we had bio and physics for the first time in the year-.-brilliant.well groups for camp is out!YAY JANELL AND MEGAN ARE IN THE SAME GROUP AS ME.sadly different learning task):ah well better than nothing right?jan and i are the student leaders of the groupO.o mmm,today was the camp briefing of LEARNING TASKS-.- so boring.next week we'll have a briefing on what to bring and what not.i cant wait for camp.now i cant wait even more.i really wanna get away from singapore now.like just go for something which will make me forget about a lot of stuff.i mean now i cant do ANYTHING about it anyway.its over.but i still claim victory in the many years to come.this war is really VERY VERY VERY LONG and it has different parts to it but for now i just want a break from it all.yeah.campcampcamp.17 more days to go.i shall have a countdown.even though its gonna be bug infested and all i just cant wait to leave.btw,I AM NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM MY PROBLEMS.just get that right.
this morning my throat was really in pain man.my voice wasnt like my usual voice.really soft.yeah and it was freezing cold.and i got my mg jacket dirty during language arts):anyway,tomorrow im gonna watch SPIDERMAN!yayyy.with shurui and yiying and hopefully krystal can come along.going to cine.YES AGAIN.its like my movie home.haha.well yeah today was definitely a better day as you can see but yeah still a bit down.nevermind,it will be over soon.i hope

2007-05-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

didnt go to school today.woke up with a seriously horrible headache and my pallet hurt.ah well.i feel better now but on off headaches still and goodbye painful pallet helloo sore throat.groans.i didnt really have such a good day.didnt go to schoool which means that i had more time to think about it.and the more i think about it the more freaked out and worried i get.just now some weird person called too.scaring the hell out of me but i shant say much.i have such a sad teenhood.seriously i do.its like weird sad.not like those who drink smoke etc.but mines like half innocent.i know some are my fault.but the rest im seriously just innocent.it just comes.oh well,i'll learn from it.im traumatized and emo.

2007-05-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

today school wasnt all that bad but i feel horrible still.oh well.im scared of sunday.long story but nevermind i just have to face it.anyway it was all my fault.what can i do now?okay pe we had soccer.firstly i nearly sprained my left ankle.it flipped.secondly yixuan kicked my shin which caused me to lose balance and i nearly fell but thank God i didnt.if she kicked hard i tell you id be like jason and sivert.more of sivert but still.then angie had such good aim i tell you.thank God again that im no guy.i fell on the floor due to shock and laughter.we all burst out laughing and angie kept apologising and laughing at the same time.its alright angie i knwo you didnt mean to have such good aimingXP well yeah claudia is falling sick.bad bad bad.and hopefully saturday id be able to watch spiderman 3 with shurui yiying and krystal!
i still wanna go back home but yeah.i claim victory of this war.im an unfixed puzzle ready to get fixed.im a shattered vase ready to be put together and filled with water again.im thristy for the word and i beg of forgiveness.i repent,im sorry for any trouble.and thanks guys for helping me out.i shall be dependant on the Lord for my strength and confidence.i shall surrender it all to him.afterall i think all of this problem happened cos there was a lesson to be taught.well ive learnt that lesson but im still worried.

2007-05-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

its too much already.i wanna die.lord just take me back with you.its over.its all over.just take me now.

2007-04-30T17:19:00.000+08:00

today wasnt much better.i changed seating arrangement.im sitting right in front of the teachers table.i dont mind but its chinese period that i mind sitting there.i cant stretch anymore):gahh.so little space.and im not gonna be a prefect.its kinda a relief in a way.im still emo.gah.theres something wrong with claudia

2007-04-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

ushering was fun today and so was serving in barnabas.Gods presence was really there i could feel it.and today i just felt like jumping so much and praising Him.but now im like down.i dont know why it just hit me.im becoming more and more like that its scary.theres something wrong with me.urgh.i can be super happy or the other way round.and like today during service i was like just so yeah.but now im like ngeh.i really dont know what im becoming

2007-04-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WORLD!MID YEARS ARE OVER AND YAY FIRST DAY WITH NO MORE MUGGING XDDDDDDDD okay i think im exaggerating my happiness.im alright luh.i was like so dead after the exam.life science was alright and chemistry was tough.yeah but oh well.i went to cine with shee and aliba today.shee and i were spendtrifts today.we bought shorts and she bought an anklet and i bought a choker.its a nice choker okay.haha.then shee left and aliba and me watched a movie.we watched wildhogs.its funnyy.then we spent the whole time at cine cos it was raining.OH YEAH I NEARLY FORGOT.so scary today luh ohmygosh.hahahaha.cos we were walking shee to the mrt then outside taka there were people walking around taking surveys.first one guy came to us and we freaked out.cos he was like CAN YOU GIVE ME A MINUTE,WHENS YOUR BDAY and stuff.shee aliba and me were so scared cos he just POPPED out like that and then we were like running away but one kept following shee.then another guy held his name tag thing out and then came running to us and we all ran away and then he came to aliba and me then aliba ran away i kept telling him we were in a hurry but then he didnt wanna listen so i ran too.SO SCARY.they were so creepy.like jikohpek people.then when aliba and me were walking back to cine,we took the long way cos we didnt wanna bump into them.i could have screamed.so creepyyyyy.eeeekk.okay,i missed out oe part.i miss ms choe and i'll miss ms ng.i mean theyre like the NICEST teachers and stuff.MS CHOE WAS REALLY SWEET she gave us oreo and then she gave us a letter.my name was mentioned first.hahahahahahaha.egoegoego but i mean it luh shes really nice to me.when she said that it was her last day i felt like crying lah.i guess its cos i could finally understand more of chem with her teaching me and i dared to ask more stuff again and again and like yeah.shes really helped me a lot and stuff.okay a lot of you may think im silly and weird or whatever but i dont care.shes really nice and a GREAT teacher.gonna miss her a lot luhh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN,CLIFTON & MEGAN!

2007-04-25T19:54:00.000+08:00

stupid man who scolded me when i DID NOTHING OF ANY SORT.what the hell.he scolded me for being a freaking bystander of something that happened today.WHAT THE HELL-.-retarded man.anyway,golf was normal.yupp boring.i hate golf more than anything else.id rather be cooped up in my room for a week and study than play one round of golf.i got a2 for chem overall))):GRAH i deproved but oh well its still an A.i had more side effects today.it was pouring and i started to kick puddles of water during golf for the fun of it and i got my shoe and socks wet:DDD hahahaha yeahhh see side effects.one moment im like emo the other im like super highO.o oh yes this morning i got irritated and pissed off.but small matter its all blown over i think..
HEROES LATER!WHOOHOO.

2 MORE DAYS OF MASSIVE MUGGING SESSIONS.[the week seems a drag and yet days of midyears are coming so soon=/]

2007-04-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

this week is seriously a drag.it feels like thursday already when its only tuesday.im still stressed beyond stressed.i feel like im the only one in class thats SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER stressed and showing side effects.oh well,mugging is killer.ive never studied this much before in my entire life i tell you.especially without anyone MAKING me study.3 MORE DAYS AND GOODBYE MIDYEARS.

2007-04-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

I'M FOREVER YOURS
I give my all to You
Send me and I will go for You
To the ends of the earth
I'll follow after You
I want the world to know
Your love endures forever

Tell me and I'll obey
This is far greater the sacrifice
Trusting You and not myself
Will always lead to blessing
Lord have Your way in me
Not my will,Yours be done

Here I stand within Your Presence
Longing for Your touch
A thousand days cannot compare
To one day in Your courts

Hold me now and never ever let me go
My Jesus,my Precious Savior
I'm forever Yours

I will worship You forever
I will worship You

im seriously stressed out now.stressed beyond stressed.and while studying chem which ive decided to take a break from to let my mind cool down again,this song played and it had a different feeling compared to the rest of the songs i was listening to.God used this song to speak to me.
Trusting You and not myself,will always lead to blessing,Lord have Your way in me,not my will,Yours be done.
this part,it really tells me that i should trust God that i'll be able to study and get things into my head.or at least i think its not getting into my head but i'd be able to remember.and like that i should trust Him that i'll do well in my mid years.and this doesnt just go for me,but to everyone,may it be in studies or not.trusting Him and having faith will definitely lead to blessings.even though the faith is there and you dont get what you want dont get discouraged because behind that lies His blessings.it just depends on you whether you want to dig deep enough.DONT go by YOUR will but Gods will.why choose yours when you know that His is better?
Here i stand within Your Presence,longing for Your touch,a thousand days cannot compare to one day in Your courts.Hold me now and never ever let me go
whatever it is,go back to the cross.go back and stand in His presence once again.He will take away your suffering.Long for His touch,soften that solid hard of yours.and really i'd rather just live for ONE DAY in His courts than live a thousand days without even going to Him.He is the ONLY WAY,and WE ALL HAVE HOPE IN HIM,WE ALL HAVE A DESTINY.even though things are looking bad,theres a blessing behind it all.dont just look at it from the bad side,but take a step over and see the wonderful things that youve learnt that would draw you closer to Him.

MY GOD IS A GREAT GOD AND HE WILL DO MIRACLES IN OUR LIVES.YES NOT JUST MINE BUT YOURS.FAITH WILL MOVE MOUNTAINS(:surreder it all to Him!

2007-04-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

im seriously sleepy.and today i was emo in school i dont know why.gosh claudia emoO.o i was a loner luh.but during that time i was talking a lot to God.i just kept having a normal conversation and i felt a bit better.i mean i like i wasnt bored or anything.usually id feel weird that im walking alone but hey,todays different.different mind set yeah!haha.well i havent started studying for my exams.im in deeeepppp trouble.chemistry test tomorrow,heard its difficult.well just have to study right?yupp so im gonna go off and study. at like 3.15.i need to rest my brain.its seriously tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIEL!

2007-04-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

WE HAVE HOPE!oh yes we do(:we have a destiny to fulfill.todays message was AWWEEESOMMMEEE.yeah it was very encouraging.and im sure there were many breakthroughs today.anyway,the message was really meaningful.mmhmm.im dead.i havent finished a lot of things which im gonna do now.im gonna rush through it.goodness.God give me strength(:i need it.okay no more blogging for today.i need to get going

2007-04-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

i just came home and i passed my curfew today by 20 minutes.and when i reached my room after 5 minutes my mom calledO.o PHEW.that was really close man.welll today i did history ONLY.well im working on chinese and rachels helping(:hahah thanks girl.uhmm,i couldnt study my life science or chem for some weird reason.well i'll try later.gosh.today was a weird day.its good and bad.but bad came first and later i was better.firstly i woke up late,so i started work late.i did history and i couldnt get anything from science into my head.and chinese is hard.groans.well at 3.30 i left my house and charleen couldnt come so i went by myself.i went to popular and then on the way there was some old malay guy who stared at me with the jikopei eyes.EEEE.i freaked and i ran up.i spent 57bucks and my mom gave me 50 and im supposed to return change.so i have to give her at least 5 bucks.sucks.then i spent money on a birthday present and like a notebook which made me BROKE.grahhh.i have a 10dollar note thats edge is torn off so i cant use it.im dead man.gosh i only had like 2 bucks.i met lester and vivian on the way so i went with them(:then we went to pacific coffee.they studied while i played with my handphone and we waited for jian xin.at about 6 we went to pasta mania for dinner but i didnt have pasta.i had pizza(: i used my EMERGENCY money.so yeah i need to go put money back there and stuff.goodness im such a spendtrift today man.bad claudia bad.i really binged in popular.haiyoh.oh well.its once in a while.well i reached home at 7.50 and i was supposed to be home at 7.30.yeah and i finished my draft for chinese now gonna copy it down(:saturday went past just like that.awwww

2007-04-20T19:10:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOO ITS FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY!SWEETTT(:GOODBYE WEEKDAYS,HELLO WEEKENDS.but soon weekends will be over but STILL its here.mmm well,today was definitely a better day.yeah yeah derek you were right.i was damn tired in the morning but then i didnt rest for some weird reason.I GOT 7/10 FOR MY BOX.hahahahaha.margareth and i got the highest so far.YAY GO US.mmmm,mr seows lesson today was really funny.its fun to mock him.HAHA.we have like tons of homework for the week.i mean like they gave us so much and hello mid years are like friday?LET US STUDY FOR IT MAN.of all weekends,it had to be this week.grah.well tomorrow im going to popular to go binge on pens and markers.im meeting charleen.then after that i can go out for dinner!YAY MY MOM ALLOWED.sweeett.well i have to shower now.then do lit.groans.SO MUCH WORK TO DO):claudia is tiredtiredtired!

2007-04-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

today was seriously screwed.my alarm didnt ring so i had to rush and yes i made uncle philip wait again.gosh.and my body is still damn stiff.its not from pft.its just super stiff.i couldnt turn my neck this morning.so annoying.i seriously hate this week man.2.4 today was crapp.i did like 12.58 min.yeah sure its an A but its like what the hell.trial i did 12.27 min.so annoying.why?cos my body was so stiff and like my shoe lace came off half way and my ankles started acting up.note ANKLES.but then after the run my right hurt.it was swallon.so sick.its the vein luh.but still gross.i had to ice my foot.yesterday my mom had to help me massage my back and it wasnt goof for me man.she rubbed one part then another part will hurt too):im seriously in pain.my throat muscle hurts too.and like uhm,i really had a bad day.after my ankle thing,life science dragged on and then i found out that i had to take public transport with my horrible ankle.walking out of school i dropped my life science file and the papers all came out.in the bus i nearly fell like 5 times?and one of those times i stepped on some guys toe and he wore slippers.gosh so embarrassin luh.i had no where to sit until like 2 stops away from ps.at ps some old lady kept throwing up.i was like a bit stunnedO.o im sorry!but yeah then on the bus i was super tired.i wanted to sleep but then i kept waking up at every stop cos of the dumb bell.im really so tired now.bad week bad week.GAHH MY ANKLE HURTS NOW.and i have no shampoo now so i have no choice but wait for my maid to come back with it and i really want a shower.gosh.luckily saturdays coming.well i nearly died during 2.4.tomorrow im afraid of having no transport back cos i have tuition.and i dont wanna take public transport again.my back was aching from carrying my bag and tomorrow will be the same if i take a bus from school.im worn out.

2007-04-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

officially changed my blogskin.i got bored of paul frank.so yeah.this isnt too bad either anyway.its quite cool(:and i found it in record time and i managed to change it in record time too.all done last night.well todays my moms day off AGAIN but now shes playing golf.im staying home to study(:today will be chem.mrs chong didnt come to school again today.so no geog test this week?grah i wanted it this week.i mean i dont wanna drag it.next week on friday is my science mid years.thats our only midyear paper.life science then chemistry.im gonna try my best to study really hard for it.im supposed to do art now but i cant think of a name for the stupid box thing-.-helppppp.saturday im going to buy pens and files and stuff.with charleen hopefully and hopefully i can have dinner out with my friends.im going to do pen and marker binging.IM NOT EATING THEM.mommmm let me go on saturday!please oh please oh please.

2007-04-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

inclined pullups: 30(((((:
shuttle run: 10.5s ((((:
sit ups: 44((((:
standing board jump: 190 ((:
sit and reach: 36cm )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): piss off.

just because of that,I GET A BLOODY SILVER.even though my score is 22/25 for 5 items,its a SILVER.why?COS ITS A FREAKING D.even thought you get like 27/30 for all 6 items,YOU GET A SILVER COS OF THE D.just 2 dumb cm AWAY from getting a C which means gold.i wasnt allowed to retake just that item.only once but i did worse.i cried.call me silly,stupid,retarded,whatever i dont care.its my own expectations and i failed it.i'll get over it sooner or later.THANKS SHANNEN, SHERLYN, PUMBAA, SHARLYNN, CHARISSA, GLORICIA, SER QI, JIANXIN and RACHEL who tried their very best to cheer me up.you all rock!yes if it werent for you all i'd die.thanks so much.my mom was nice about it,my dad wasnt.i actually shouted.and they made me cry again.well my mom wasnt all that nice at the start then after a while she started being nice.MY DAD,goodness.

2007-04-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

gosh school internets driving me crazy.everything takes forever and i cant listne to music either.well its supposed to be comouter lessons now but the server for our accounts are down so shes letting us do whatever.BUT OBVIOUSLY its nothing much.5 item is later.OKAY THATS IT,enough of me thinking i cant do it.I CAN.and I WILL.all through faith.i dont care anymore.i shall be able to do 28 ipus and jump like 190? for sbj and like 10.5-10.9s for shuttle run and for sit and reach i'll be able to stretch about 40plus cm.GAH i know its kinda impossible but hey,with God nothing is right?thanks rachel for the encouraging sms this morning.but goodness the reply didnt have to be suanning!LOLL.silly girl.uhm my moms not going to shanghai in the end.cos my grandfather isnt going.bah.so im having guitar lessons tonight.and after pft im going to get free ben and jerrys.im gonna beg her.oh yes we didnt have geog test today.mrs chong didnt even come in.so yeah.maybe its tomorrow.oh well.i dont wanna play golf today after pft.and hopefully i dont injure myself today.ON SECOND THOUGHT,i wont have to play golf if im injured.but bad thing?2.4 is on thrusday which will mean my timing will be bad if im injured.okayokay getting a good timing is more worth it.

claudia,have faith that you'll meet to expectations for PFT and you'll be healed(:

2007-04-16T16:26:00.000+08:00

I GOT THROUGH INTERVIEW!muhahahaha.well okay luh i mean 20/27 got through so no biggy.ANDDDD like only 6 can get through voting.SO HOPEFULLY i'll get enough to be the top 6.yupp.its freaky.AND YOU KNOW WHAT.THEYRE USING AN UGLY PHOTO OF ME LUH.ITS LIKE LAST YEARS PHOTO THAT WER TOOK DURING COM LESSONS FOR THE BOOKING SYSTEM AND THEYRE USING THAT.I WASNT READY WHEN MS TOK TOOK MY PHOTO.ohmygoshhh i look UGLY in that.like seriously,I HAD A CROOKED SMILE.OHMYGOSH.GAHHHHHHH.YES THAT PHOTO I LOOK BADDDDDDD.GOODNESSS.WHY THAT!should ask us to send our OWN photo.gosh gosh gosh.torture i tell you,torture.i did SO BADLY FOR MATH.14/25.YES ALMOST FAILED.and whats worse?I COULD HAVE GOTTEN 19-21!i mean there was one that i COULD have done but i did it wrongly.SO that doesnt count but still!GOSHHH.so silly.claudia youre seriously silly.stop making careless mistakes.BUT i have to thank God that i didnt fail right!i mean it could have been worse.ANYWAY,i shall study harder for the next one.yes i will.tomorrow we're gonna have out geog test on topo maps.how nice.i hate topo maps,i hate geog.i hate hate hate geog.im gonna take history next year i dont care.its more interesting.tomorrow we also have 5 item.IM GONNA FAIL SIT AND REACHHH.gahhhh this year im not doing well in sbj or ipu and i dont htink shuttle run is good either.ive never been good at sit and reach though but every year i get older i have to do better.but i cant.thats why its bad.and like i used to be able to do ipu,shuttle run,sbj VERY WELL but now im old and HEAVY.(im not anorexic btw.its just a fact.i didnt say fat,i said HEAVY,theyre different)GAHHHHH WHYYYY.i HAVE to do well for pft.im not AS worried for my 2.4 i think.but id like to do better than last weeks trial.ngehhhhhhhh.i have to have to have to do well for pft.i dont care.we also had health checkup today.my eye sight isnt perfect anymore.its VERY GOOD,not perfect.annoying.i CANNOT wear specs until i get old and have no choice.my backbone is CROOKED.ohmy.P6, it was 2 degrees off.then last year it was STRAIGHT.now its 3 degrees off.MY BACKBONE BETTER BE STRAIGHT NEXT YEAR AND THE YEARS TO COME.i have good posture okay!i just dont know how to bend properly i think.i mean like WHO BENDS LIKE THAT.if we had to stand straight i'd be PERFECTLY fine.they say my right is higher than the left.I BLAME GOLF!haha.golfs fault.they should give a letter to say i shouldnt play golf for the rest of my life.hahaha.okayokay im dreaming.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE!
pray that i'll get top 6 votes!thank you dear viewers!(:

2007-04-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

today was a rather different day.timothy club 2nd service was great.Gods presence could really be felt there and then man.there was this kid who really encouraged me.i could really see that he was singing from his heart.he closed his eyes and put his hands on his heart.it was really sweet.during youth service,i felt really recharged during worship.i had 3 visions today.each for different people.but the 3rd one ive seen before.it just happened to apply too.its really amazing how empowered i felt.i mean its ALL GOD.its seriously amazing.sermon was for me.it was about the shield of faith.and yeah,i agree we all really need to have the shield of faith together with the rest of the armour of God.seriously its not that easy but with God nothing is impossible,amen?and like uhm,faith,its like a foundation which leads to the miracles we can see in our lives.ive made a commitment to what i'll do everyday and hopefully i'll be bale to remember to do that with faith.but i think i will cos Gods with me(:yayyy.after service we all went out to hall 9 and then suddenly something happened.i shant say anything other than i kinda cried luh.okay anyway later i may have to go to my auntys house but i really dont wanna.i see no point.GAHH.praying really hard.

2007-04-14T13:28:00.000+08:00

MAN yesterday was GREATTTTT.we all had a lot of fun serving the Lord(: it was a great experience and there was a lot of fellowship.everything went great basically(:we started camwhoring yesterday too.group photos ive yet to get.ive uploaded from my phone already.mmm later today i have rehearsal for timothy club tomorrow.havent served for a long time already.heh.OH THE VOID!ngehh

2007-04-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

havent gone on to blogger for a while.i was lazy.haha.and i was busy too okay.so its not just lazy.uhm,well tuesday and yesterday i had rehearsal for jtrc.yesterday i put eyeliner myself i was SUPER HAPPY(:i feel acomplished.ah well,i wonder what its gonna be like without jtrc.i cant wait for jtrc but i dont want it to end!its tomorrow by the way.after school i have to rush.urgh.prefects interview was today.ms tang and jia min was my interviewers.it went rather well.it was easier than expected.so now i have to wait for results.for some reason when they asked me questions i had a lot of helping here and thereO.o bad bad bad.i even told myself to stop saying that cos i'll get myself into a lot of shiet.lol.OKAY i shall not think of it that way.anyway tomorrow i have a history test to.diediedie.gahhhh.im scared.i heard a lot of people said it was difficult.goshh.OH YES and my parents especially my mom has been super annoying.GAH.alright alright i shall not rant.

2007-04-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

i guess the biggest highlight for yesterday and today is that GOD WILL HEAL ME.i claim the healing!welll today was alright luh.i was like super deeadddd though):im like damn tired now.OKAY so last night after i put down the phone at like 11.40 i slept immediately and then at about 12 smses kept coming in(thanks a lot btw!i love you people!)and i woke up.theres this person who called me with the number 8 something something something which i cant remember.its a guys voice if im not wrong.and i forgot what for too.HAHAA IM SO SORRY.i was like 90% sleeping.or make that 95.yes ohmygosh.i had two smses that were unknown to me.and one was adeline.HAHA IM SO SORRY!and the other hasnt repliedO.owhen i got to school megan was seriously funny.i spoke to her for like 10 minutes then she was like OH CRAP TODAYS CLAUDY'S BDAY.lol.aiya and aliba.TSKKKKK=X im joking im joking.but thanks you all for uhm the wishes.michelle wee was the first to sms me from school.and she gave be a tigger pillow.SUPER CUTE!i was like hugging it in class.haha.thank you michelle wee!and i read your letter already sooo sweet.oh yes and i got a letter from joan too.didnt expect it and yupp really sweet too.STEFANIE PAN IS SUPER SUPER SWEET LUH.she bought a notebook and she pasted pictures and stuff like that.cool right!thank you rachel for your card.i really really really really really really liked it.AGAIN sweeeeet.I HAVE SUCH SWEET FRIENDS MAN.i mean theres no other word to use.and thanks jian xin lester melanie rachel lydia and 3sa for the jacket.its damn niceXD OHOH my mom bought me a black and orange adidas watch.IT NICE!jian xin so smart guessed a watch man.lol.well i have to go off and study for math now.OH and jeralds present is hilarious.hahaha.

2007-04-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

yesterdays rehearsal was FUN.uhm then today was great too.shar stayed over last night.we slept around 1.30 and then we woke up early.and last night i had dinner with my family and my parents friends.the dinner was damnn good man.goshh.it rocks.mmm i dont want to go to school tomorrow.i dont want to anymore really.lol its just a feeling i get every sunday and once friday is gone im super happy for like 2 days.todays message didnt exactly speak to me or my friends but altar call was really for me.i cried a lot.and thanks rachel for praying for me.i claim healing(:i WILL be healed.amennn.yayyy.after service the cell prayed for rachel and i.thanks for the present too!okay tomorrowws gonna be torture.im studying on my birthday AND i have chinese tuition.how nice is that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!yayyy.

2007-04-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodnesssssssss.SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST PLAIN RUDE AND WEIRD.okay im really sorry to say that but seriously.cos like i just got this call from some unknown person and then she started yelling her head off and her voice was all high pitched and squeaky and can you imagine that kind of voice screaming.GOSH.then she was like YOU KNOW YOURE VERY RUDE.ITS NOT NICE TO PRANK CALL and all the weird stuff.and i kept telling her she got the wrong number then she was like NO I DIDNT YOUR NUMBER IS 933...before she could finish i hung up.then she tried calling again but i didnt answer.shes so weird.then i smsed her saying that i dont prank call and i dont know who called her.i said that i was sorry on that persons behalf.then she was like i dont care i know it was you.WHAT THE HELL.LIKE SERIOUSLY HOW RUDE CAN SHE BE?people are nice enough to apologise even though i dont know what she was talking about.and she still say that.JUST FORGIVE!SHEESSHHH.so weird.okay okay enough of the weird person.today i went out with melanie lester and jian xin!we went to cine to watch tmnt.i took neos with melanie.ahaha.we went hyperXDDD tmnt was good.haha.i got suanned a lot today too.bahhhh.silly lester and melanie.then we went back to tc.and i went shopping at parkway with my parents.i didnt buy anything.theres NOTHING to buy.so yeah.tomorrow im going for rehearsal at expo!CANT WAIT.yayyyy its gonna be super fun.and after that dinner with my family.BAR AND BILLIARD!WHOOHOOO.

2007-04-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

im injured AGAIN.goshh i nearly spraiend/twisted my right ankle.it FLIPPED during PE!goshh so freaky.i screamed.hahaha.yesssss it hurts.now its okay luh but the veins are all swelled up.then my left thigh hurts really bad.when i walk up the stairs i have to step one step at a time.ITS THAT BAD.YES.poor claudia right!WELLWELL today i had my lit and chinese test.IM SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO DEAD.LOL YOU KNOW WHAT I PUT FOR TOM ROBINSONS AGE?51.HAHAHAHA WHEN HES ONLY 25.i mean in the book they said OLD nigger.HELLO IS 25 OLD?!tsk.lol.chinese test i wrote two words wrong.well its just cos i forgot to put an extra line AND i changed the positions of the different part of the character or else itd be correct.SO SILLY!ohmygoodness claudia ong-.-okayokay then pe today was super fun besides getting injured.oh yes im proud of myself.i took public transport from school back home.i reached at 3.40 and i finish school at 1.40 O.o well we got let of a few minutes late but still!its like super long.ah well.i feel like changing my blog skin.but im kinda lazy too.i'll see.yeah

2007-04-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

i got my chemistry back yesterday.OHGOSH I DID SO BADLY.19.5/25 I DEPROVEDDD!gahhh by one mark but SO WHAT.my class position for chem dropped)):ngehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.then life science im happy.i got 3rd!hahahahaha i got 19.5/25.hahaha yeahh same as chem but i improved for this so i dont mind.yayy.todays golf was boring as usual.next week NO GOLF the week after NO GOLF EITHER!cos swimming finals AND then PFT.whooo.no golf!no golf!oh yes and after golf sara and i went to my moms salon.cos my dad wanted us to give out his 50% voucher to the people living in her condo.haha so we went to put it in all their mail box.some of them can be so lazy.their mailbox was FULL and i mean it.even a thin piece of paper couldnt fit in!lazybums.before giving the vouchers out we went to starbucks cos i was hungryyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERNON!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SARA!

2007-04-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOU GOOD PEOPLE.claudias day today was better than last week.yayyy.i wasnt sleepy.HAHA.cool huh!but i poked myself with a dumb unpicker.whahahaha i bled a bit,oh well.funny man.see more proof!ms ng gave us a lot of homework man.and tomorrow we all have to stay back for lit.gnah.DJW WAS GOOD.im bringing my notebook tomorrowXD yes yes copy down stuff.theyre good man.OHOH and tomorrowhave prefects nominees briefing at 2.30.i need to write about myself.im still not that sure what to write but ive got a rough idea.alrighty,i need to go do my work.MS NG,WHYYYY!urgh.humph.oh and yesterdays april fools was stupid.MY DEAR BROTHER VERY GOOD MAN.you know what he did?cos my laptop isnt passworded,he went to put a password.at first when i saw it i was like what the?then i looked at the hint.guess what i saw?APRIL FOOLS!then i was like thanks a lot mjelva-.-so then i tried all the retarded stuff until i typed it correctly.aprilfools was the password.got on and my wallpaper was this:

see the fine print?its says HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

urgh see the kind of brother i had.so yeah i created a password for it.which is good.gosh so silly right!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUNNAR!

2007-04-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday i had rehearsal.i met jianxin then we went down together.lynn was in the same cabin but i didnt know.hehh my bad.rehearsal was fun.i think my vocals are better now.goodgood.okay important part.concert is on the 13TH OF APRIL(FRIDAY)[shusshh about friday the 13 you superticious people]at TCT,touch communtiy theatre(bukit merah.mrt:redhill)starts at 7.30 and its FOC!yeah so come come!all you youths bring your friends(:yayy.uhm well after dinner we went back in at the place was full of smoke.stupid smoke machine.i was coughing a lot.how nice.uhm then went for clarences bday thing.quite cool luh.uhm then today.i went to church by myself.then we had carnival rehearsal.SUPER FUN!im a busker acting as uh, marketplace person so i "sell" stuff.then im supposed to be agaisnt Jesus and shout negative stuff.ngeh.its gonan be super fun that day.oh yes i finally had my sleep and i dont feel like going to school tomorrow again but no matter,ITS DISCOVER JESUS WEEK!WHOOO.uhm then good fridays this week too.im going out with jianxin lester and melanie!hopefully music and lyrics will still be on manXD

2007-03-29T17:01:00.000+08:00

im annoyed at myself.pe was like BLEHHH.im getting old.i have old bones and muscles and im becoming crippled!goshhh.i mean last year i could do like 28 incline pull ups and now only 20,AND SUFFERING.gosh then my standing board jump i used to be able to do 180-190 and if im lucky 200.and then now?170-180.the more i try the worse it becomes.GAHH then my sit and reach as usual bad but this is really horrid.i only did like 33cm can!GOSH HOW TO GET 30 FOR PFT THIS YEAR AT THE RATE IM GOING.thats it,im going to train.i dont care.I MUST GET 30!ohmygoshhh): ms ng gave us a lot of homework): and i just found out that this year theyd take it 3,4,5,6,7 prefects.i mean i get different answers.VOTE ME.HAHAHAHAHAHAAHH.i mean i didnt want to be one but now come to think of it its quite cool.i mean you get a better experience like what jian xin said.oh well.i need to go do a bit of my work then train or train then do work.whichever i feel like.

2007-03-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

we changed seats today.im sitting all the way at the back and YAYY iman is sitting next to me.okay theres gaps but its alright.then the other side is nicole thio and in front is angie!yayy.sweet.but its damn hot at the back.super stuffy.oh yes and then prefect nominations were today.im nomintated to be one.HAHAHAHAH.the other people are WENDY RASANYA AND TRISHAo.O hahahhahahahaha a lot of people were damn shocked to hear about the rest.HILARIOUS.but then we're only allowed 3 nominees per class so ms ng doesnt wanna follow the class voting system thing.so shes going through teachers vote.should be okay for me luh i mean im on good terms with all teachers.HAHAHAH TRISHA DIE ALREADY!XD(i dont mean literally okay=S)i dont mind being a prefect.its just all the duties.i mean i have to be in school at 6.50 O.o and all the other stuff like attire.nevermind i guess it'll help me right?now is the first step.next is interview.I HOPE I GET THROUGH.i heard they ask you questions on school rules and give a lot of scenarios so you have to LIVE,EAT,BREATHE MGS SCHOOL RULES before the interview to get through.even the school song.hahah.i mean i only know the first verse cos we sing that thats all and i dont know the other 3 o.OhehXP oh well.then after that its level voting.poplarity contest im guessing.oh yes and today we had our chem and life science.chem was easier than expected.life science was managable but tough.most probably can pass but not sure by how much=S okay im stressing myself out.CHILL CLAUDIA.OH YES and sec 2 adventure camp im in charge of worship!and i asked leeks and rachel to help.bad thing: WE HAVE TO BRING OUR GUITAR.NO WAY AM I BRINGING JORDAN!my wouldnt allow too so i need to borrow a guitar but from WHO.and it has to be like some cheap one.

2007-03-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

changed blog url and oh boy did i have fun-.-had to tell a lot of people.grah.today my head hurt again but it wasnt as bad as yesterday.i guess the medicine helped a tiny bit.tomorrows chem and life science.gonna die.OKAY I SHALL THINK POSITIVE.i shall do well.damn scared though.and today was seriously bleh.im going to do situps and some other stuff now.i feel like i need to do this at least once a week myself then the other time do in school i should be better off getting my abs.last time i was so close and im losing it.oh well.stupid megan kuek return me my rubber band.see lah you took my rubber band and now jewel pays.TSKK youre such a good friend man.hahahahahaha.i dont like jewels rubber band so thin.no matter i shall use a new one..TSK MEGAN.loll!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY IMAN!thanks for the jelly hearts.yayy tomorrow(:

2007-03-26T16:38:00.000+08:00

today was super crap lahh.i had a SUPER BAD headache for the whole day.even now.and i got pissed off first thing in the morning): i shant say anything about it here but i really dont know whats wrong.well today it was so bad i couldnt stand it.i nearly cried during chapel today.but i didnt.okay uhm,weekend was AWEEESOMME.had JTRC rehearsal camp.my nose is injured.paper ball that was damn hard cos it was taped with musking tape whacked straight in my face,hit my bridge.goshhh.painpainpain.nevermind its not that bad lah.i miss the weekend now.awwwwwww.i miss church too.it was fun.well i took cab with lester and jian xin yesterday.they had tons of stuff and i had to rush off.so yeah.then last night celebrated my grandmas bday.todays the actual day and that means 2 MORE WEEKS MORE TILL MINE(:yayyy.hahahahaha.bad thing?i have to study for a stupid math test on my birthday.how nice.poor thing right!then wednesday i have a chem and life science test which i pray hard that i'll do well(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHERMAINE,SARAH,NIGEL AND IAN!

i also have to change my url.AWWWWWW SAD RIGHT!cos stupid blogger wouldnt let me see blogs with a dash in front OR behind its url.dammit.i have to change it)): so troublesome.i even mailed it and they say they can view it and they asked me to check for all the crap which i have no clue what theyre talking about and i dont see how its connected to what i asked.DAMN YOU BLOGGER

2007-03-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

today pe was sooo fun but its was torture.hahah fun tortureO.o okay im mad.cos pft is in 4 weeks time and im like seriously UNFIT.well we ran one round then after that we paired up.one persons A the others B then A starts off first.we ran one round while B stays at the bamboo courtyard and stays in the man's pushup position and holds there.then second round instead of the push up positions.we were on our backs and our legs were supposed to be in 45degree angle and then hold there.GOSH THAT WAS MADDNESS SO TIRING!but as i said i had fun doing it.hahahah then after that we did a lot of really cool stuff which was hard and i injured my tailbone.HAHA.yes clumsy claudiaa.ah well.used to it.hehh.then we had to run 2 rounds as a class in 8 min.it was retarded cos some of our jogging speeds were walking speeds-.-and uhm today HISTORY WAS DAMN FUNN!mr seow said that since its the first lesson of the term he'll make it relaxed.we started crapping the whole time and then it was like our class vs. mr seow.he kept defending himself.hahahahaha.damn funny.margareth and i went mad today.we played with our long rulers.HAHAHA this is due to lack of sleep.yes,thats what it did to us.goshh.stayed back for chem.and ms choe didnt really understand why we had to stay back cos we did fine for our informal assessment.hahahah.

2007-03-21T20:34:00.000+08:00

today was crap.golf was the spolier.and btw my science textbook was under litings table-.-what the hell.lucky i didnt go buy.anyway,it was crap cos golf was retarded.this term is seriously crapped up and all screwy lahhh.next 2 weeks theres no cca!WHOOHOO.next week theres some first tee competition which only 4 people are taking part in so they called cca off.so my dads gonna bring me on the course.then the following week is cos of mg's swimming competition which im taking part in the novelty race.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.they lacked people and i was bored.but now i dont wanna join):oh well.anyway,golf was so retarded.OKAY FINE ITS ALWAYS RETARDED but evey wasnt there today!so i was worse than dead bored.i hate golf!*CLAUDIA START THINKING POSITIVE-.-*gahhh then in the car i spilt milo and its all over my school shoes.i bought new ones.i bought new ones last week though but guess what,my feet grewO.oAGAIN.last week when i tried it on,it was fine and on monday i tried it was tight.damnn wasted moneyy.so yeah today had to buy new ones.next week i have a bio test and i dont get anything from life science.deaddeaddead.im gonna read through over and over again till i get it.and this weekend theres the JTRC rehearsal stayover.and i realised that this week im serving.so if i CAN stay over which im not sure yet then i cant serve):awwwwww.damnnn.so no matter what im bringing my file there and when theres time im gonna study study study.mindmaps cant be used i think but i'll just try drawing them.im seriously screwed.i dont understand chem either so im staying back tomorrow to get it right.hahah SEE CLAUDIA BECAME MORE HARDWORKING AFTER MINDCHAMPS!(:

2007-03-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

my head has been hurting everyday without fail ever since thursday.a lot of people are getting sick im getting headaches.sorry jian xin clifton and derek for making you all worry for me.i'll be fine.today i broke a test-tube.i havent been able to find my textbook so ALL my notes are gone.but thanks angie for helping me photocopy.urgh i feel horrible now.i miss mindchamps and EU SOOOO much.i feel really funny and im in a complete mess.i mean like in school i dont get what lifescience is going on about.chemistry is going downhill here and there.which is bad.im really stressed out cos of studies.and ive been really tired.and when i have the time to sleep i just cant.urghhh.and i really dont know why on sunday i felt weird.i mean its true that i was all down but i dont know why.and for some reason i cried in church.i was like closing my eyes and i teared then melanie prayed for me and i cried even more.i dont know whats wrong with me.i dont exactly know my problem right now.besides being stressed and tired theres something else but i dont know what.i also realised something.i get irritated really easily.i dont know why either):

2007-03-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD,THIS IS CLAUDIAS 200TH POST!
today was really a SHIET day.but ive reaslied something.i shall share that at the end of this post.weeeeeellllll,uhm today i started the day off really bad too.i always set my alarm at 5.55 then i'll snooze.it snoozes for 9 minutes.dont ask me why its so exact it a phone function.anyway i woke up later than when it was supposed to ring after snoozing.which means i couldnt remember waking up.mmm,then after i got ready i found out i lost my badge.i looked around for spares,NO SPARE i dont know where they are.weird.uhm then when i reached school i realised i totally forgot about ALL chinese stuff.urgh.then i was like ALL ALONE in the com lab during english lessons cos i was sitting in front): awww pooor claudia!anyway,during chinese i had to clean my table from family night.all the freaking dried up face paint was on my table.OH I FORGOT,i lost my science textbook.its not at home OR in school so i have to buy a new textbook and ALL my notes are gone):dammit.uhm anyway as i was saying,i used 3 wet tissues and one whole packet of normal tissue all sponsered by margareth(:haha.the wet tissue looked so grosss lahh.it was like brownishy red,IT LOOKED LIKE THE BLOOD THAT uhm yeah i shant elaborate.YUCKKKK.the whole tissue was stained okay!sick.then laoshi asked what i was doing and she kind of told the class but they werent listening to her.oh well.then i also realised i didnt do home ec homework.so i rushed through it and i got back home ec test.I DID OHSOWELL!i got 6.5/20!HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.this shows that i really cant be a housewife.more proof.muhaha.and i poked myself with the needle today):awwww a lot of times.after school,went for chinese tuition.nearly fell asleep until the last part.OH YES OH YES ONE MORE THING.when making announcements,the prefects read out the list of teachers absent.my laoshi told us 9 werent in school.O.o she actually counted.well 9 werent in school and out of the 9 i think 3 were my teachers?and OF ALL DAYS THEY DIDNT COME THEY HAD TO BE ABSENT ON THE DAYS THAT WE DIDNT HAVE THEIR LESSON!goodness.annoying.OKAY now to what i realised.i realised that theres still a lot more people to reach out to in school even though most of the people are christians.i mean some of them are christians but they still dont exactly know what having a relationship with God really is.i mean sure im learning too and growing in His word too.but i think i should reach out to those people too and not think that yeah their christians,theyre definitely saved.

2007-03-18T18:33:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged for a long time.okay maybe to some people its not long but for me its considered a while.since thursday,we had g12!YAYY.it rocked.learnt a lot unlike last year when i was super playful.hehhXD daniel khong did amazing on his first sermon!WHOOHOOO.yupp it was realyl interesting and yeahhhh got a lot out from it.alright,thursday i met up with jian xin danae and lester and we went to ecp.danae got lost.jian xin jogged to find her,i cycled to find her and lester waited-.-lazy boy.saturday was last day of mindchamps): i got my certificate!seriously missing it.i went with elton shaun bryan han jie shen hao jian wen and ian for lunch.we went to pizza hut and we could only sit 4,4 so i shared pizza with elton shaun and bryan.i guess their my closest friends in mindchamps.mmm
okay service today was awesome.ps cesar did a great message.yupp.and it kinda applied to me here and there.after service we had congre meeting and i just reached home.have to rush to mamas house though.and im dying of hunger man.so yes i shall eat now and the holidays passed really quickly!nooooo,schoool tomorrow):

2007-03-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CEREAL DAY!yupp went to michelles house today.SUPER FUN.picked janell up at 9.20 then went to michelles.we were there at like 10.hahaha.she was watching hanakimi on her laptop and janell and i were having breakfast.she luh antisocial.then jan watched and ate at the same time.so i decided to be antisocial too so i used my laptop.haha.at 11 we went to watch love wrecked in her basement.we were nuts lah.i wanted to get a pillow to hug cos i was the only one without anything to hug so i felt so empty.then michelle was being sarcastic and said what you want a blanket too.and i was like okay!so we went to take all of it off her bed.HAHA.after love wrecked we watched step up.GOSHHHHH CHANNING TATUM IS SMOKIN HOT(:hahahahahahaha.alright alright.we started being retards and took weird photos.after the show janell left for cross and michelle and i watched shes the man.YES CHANNING TATUM AGAIN.YAYYY.after that we went to her room but chris started to bug us.we wanted to do a lot of stuff but couldnt cos he was there and all.anyway i had to wait for michelle lahh.cos she had piano lessons.after that we watched hanakimi on tv.i nearly died.michelle is nuts over wuzun.we doodled on her glass table with whiteboard marker.then i left at 9.i panicked cos i thought i was gonna miss heroes.but i didnt.yayy.heroes is damn nice(:

2007-03-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

WEIRD FEELING.DAMMIT.anyway,woke up at 6.50 today to play golf-.-i played okay luh.i made 38bucks(:after that came home to shower then i went to mamas house.then we went her to aunty lilys house which is at LIM CHU KANG.and btw you have to get through a JUNGLE to get there.took us one hour!so i slept in the car.super tired.so i slept for 2 hours!and i went to ps.they didnt have what i wanted.anyway,now im home and i have to do homework.i dont understand what chloe wrote for the mindmap.so i have no idea how to modify.HOW NICE.and i have a lot of homework which i have no clue HOW to do.im gonna be OHSODEAD.damn.TOMORROWS CEREAL INC DAY.janell and i are going to michelles house.I BOUGHT STEP UP DVD AND SOUNDTRACK TODAY!YAYYYY.well well,tomorrow shall be a great day.yessss it will.and i shall be able to finish my homework this whole week.and this coming miracle catch i plan on bringing at least someone.unlike last year.

2007-03-12T18:01:00.000+08:00

EMPOWER U ROCKS(:yay its super cool.meet super nice people too!i love the dances and the hugs.anyway,i met quite a number of people there and hopefully what they say will be true.that all the friends in empower u will be your life long friends.yupp.cos theyre super cool(:anyway,i miss empower u already.and as much as i said i wanna sleep in on saturdays im gonna miss mindchamps.and i knwo i said i didnt really like some people there but hey,the managed to change me impression during empower u.some people thats in the same class as me ive never really spoken to but after this we became closer(:anyway im super tired right now i just came back from rehearsal of the JESUS THE ROCK CONCERT.im sleepy.people even say i look really tired.and this whole week i wont be able to wake up late AT ALL.so its gonna be like this until who knows when man.

2007-03-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

EMPOWER U IS SUPERRR FUN.met new people today.and guess what!I SAW DANIEL WONG THERE.HAHA.cool huh!i think he was shocked to see me there too.hehhh.im sleepy.and tomorrow we have to put up a performance and we're gonna do dance.well my team that is.its gonna be fun.there was also this part where we had to break this wooden plank.i think its a plank.haha and we all freaked out.BUT HEY!we managed to do it you know!its super cool.and lifting people up together with other 3 people using 2 fingers is really damnnn cool luh.i mean we lift super high(:looks like i changed my mind.i cant wait for tomorrow!yeah id really wanna go to church too.ah welll...okay i need to go shower now.and i wanna sleep early.my eyes are about to closeO.o

2007-03-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

YAY MY EFFORT PUT IT REALLY PAID OFF!THANK YOU 2S FOR COOPERATING THE LAST MINUTE YOU ALL DID WELL.haha.we didnt take much photos but i do have some.yupp.family night was super fun luh.we played games and danced our dance(:uhm,then we screamed a lot but my voice isnt gone surprisingly.anddd HOLIDAYS ARE HERE but our teachers piled us with work work work..goodness.my plan for holidays:

monday-tuition in the morning then do homework
tuesday-moms day off i cant plan anything.

wednesday-CEREAL DAY AT MICHELLES HOUSE
thursday-G12
friday-G12

saturday-mindchamps then G12

sunday-CHURCH

yeah thats all.alright im really tired.another long day tomorrow.soooo,yes helllo lalaland

heres some of the photos:

chloe and i with our face painted(:

iman,YOU LOOK NICE HERE LAHH

SHARLYNN LOOKS DAMN CUTE LAH

i have no clue why trisha is hiding her faceO.o but at least we can see her

2007-03-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

today was a tiring day.tomorrows gonna be a long day.i havent finished homework.im gonna rush through it now.im physically and mentally tired.anyway today i went out with aly.practiced dance before that and cross country i ran.thats about it.im so poofed out.and im dead i didnt bring home my life science worksheet thats 20pgs long.IM DOOMED

2007-03-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

after using my dads laptop to look at my blog i feel so bad for replying tags uber late.its so annoying that i cant see it):today we managed to teach a few people the whole dance.achievement(:2 more days,and i cant wait for tomorrow man!sweet.alright im off to do english.theres a lot of homework.gah

2007-03-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

i shall endure.endurance=victory.claudia,this is just another trial.its gonna be over soon.3 MORE DAYS.dont give up,giving up=no victory.i shall go deep look far ask big.im not gonna give in to the devil,no i wont.i will fight.i shall Pursue.Unite.Live.Love and not quarrell with them.i shall finish the race.Praise.Rejoice.Endure-Salvation is Sure,DONT QUIT!i shall SURRENDER this to God and let HIM take CONTROL.i shall not worry what they thing because i only need the affirmation of the Fathers love which will bring me back to the cross.i shall not seek approval from others.and i know that i dont have to do anything to gain Gods approval.i must have FAITH.claudia,REMEMBER THAT VISION WITH THE ROPE.remember,not everything will work out as what we want but through these storms in our lives we can become more than conquerors.God has a great purpose for me and claudia,this is just the start.look forward to the victory and dont look back.when you look forward to the glory of God,your present suffering is NOTHING.SATAN is ALIVE and he wants to destroy everything you have.hes trying to make you think that this is your enemy but its not.its principality.SATAN is ACTIVE and if you dont solve your problems quickly,you are allowing an easier attack for the devil,so get over this!its nothing remember!remember,WALK RIGHT SIT TIGHT STAND FIRM.fix your heart on serving the Lord and walk in the path of righteousness.last few things,YOU ARE NOT AN ACCIDENT.and who you are doesnt depend on what you achieve or do.and one verse to remember: i can do all things through christ who strengthens me.
USE GODS STRENGTH and nothing will be impossible!but of course only do it if its Gods will.thats when you can use His strength.claudia,cry out to him(:

2007-03-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

today was a seriously shiet day luh.everything was like FRUSTRATINGG.whyyy are they doing this to me!goodness lahhh.pissing off.and im sorry to those people who i threw my tantrum on.i really am.im just too frustrated at them i cant help it.im annoyed with the fact that they dont give thier attention,they are too fussy and dont contribute but complain,im annoyed at the fact on how freaking CRITICAL they are and they dont do anything to help improve it,and that they totally CANT be bothered with it so they dont help and complain their bloody asses off.yes i know that some of you think i need to go for ANGER MANAGEMENT.but hey,try holding in all your anger and irritation under all this dumb circumstances.after a while youre bound to burst and THIS IS AWHILE.im really stressed out because of this stupid night and i dont even know why i bother so much when they dont even care ad they just dump everything on me.yeah sure i have a few people who helped but its only A FEW.its supposed to be a class thing.i can tell the whole class like 10 times and then one or two would come and ask me,hey claudia what are we supposed to do?WHAT THE HELL LAHH.and i know im known for exaggerating but this time im really NOT.and she understood what i said just that SHE DIDNT HEAR.goodness go get hearing aids.im not gonna go for the class party EVEN if i can make it.i dont care.i despise the class.its near my birthday too.im not going to spend my free day when i can GO OUT with my friends instead of going to some place to get myself pissed off.i got back my report card today,i did well,much better than last year i must say.i got higher than average for everything except art and home ec.WAHAHAHA as i said i cant do art if im under pressure cos id have too high expectations and stuff.my comments this year rocked(:and i got back the chinese test which was too hard for anyone to do.6 people in the class passed.the rest failed.i got 5/20.HAHAHAHAH BIG JOKE MAN.its seriously damn hard.not just cos my chinese is bad.anyway,theres also uhm,basketball tomorrow.my ankle is acting up again better go rest it.AND CROSS COUNTRY IS IN 1 DAYS TIME.WHOOO.im gonna hang out with ali!haha.alright my mom wants to go shopping now.and by the way,i played 9 holes today.was supposed to be 18 but mom said tired and it was gonna rain.i argued with her.i told her again that i hated golf.she said just because you dont play well.then i said its overall ive never liked it.then she said well since youre playing you might as well like it.i said i cant force myself to like something.she said yes you can as long as you dont have all this negative thinking.from then i shutup.i didnt wanna say anymore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!

2007-03-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

today we taught the chorus.hahah my group did it well(:yayy im proud of you!hahah jia you.tomorrow we have a geog test.diediediediedie.super scared luhhh.okayokay i shant say diee.God shall help me.im gonna go off to study.and i havent done the Tshirt andd uhm,this whole week is health awareness.wednesday its 3v3 bball and im playing.stupid chloe made me captain how nice.goodnessss.WE SHALL WIN(:hopefully.pray okay!thank youu

2007-03-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

im using my 'new' laptop now.downloading stuff and waiting to transfer my photos and music over.trying to make it look nicer and be nicer to use.haha.today i met jianxin then we went for cell together.after cell all of us went for service.service was good!WE ARE NOT ACCIDENTS(: and the service answered a few of my questions.OUCH MY WRIST.IM GETTING 'ELECTROCUTED'.sorry,anyway,today was on the belt of truth(: God the Father chose us,God the Son redeemed us,God the Holy Spirit guranteed us.amen to that!after service melanie went high.and i bought jian xin coffee.i spilt some on my hand.IT WAS HOT LAHH): but its alright.left at 5 cos stupid ben was rushing me.grah.so i couldnt stay long.i mean i dont wanna go home alone!ah well.next week im not gonna go to church yes ive said this a lot of times already.grrrrrr.why oh whyyyy.

2007-03-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

2nd last week of mindchamps.next weeks empower u.GAHH IM GONNA MISS CHURCH!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO):hurrrrrr.my stupid middle finger hurts.gahh and i just realised how much i use it to type too.its so hard to type now.its swollen and its red.i have a plaster over it too.if i dont do anything to it it still hurts.how nice huh.HELPPP.jian xin keeps asking me to go to the doctor but i dont want.they'll make a big deal out of it just to get their money.so thats why no way.and i cant be bothered.i dont feel like going to school on monday either.but i cant wait to do the dance.its super fun!and its cool(: and finally next week is school holidays and g12 conf!whooo.i may go to michelles hows on wednesday(:its CEREAL DAY!janell michelle and me are gonna pig out on cereal.O.o michelle pigging out.wow.but i think jan and me are gonna do that more.haha.instead of movies and popcorn itd be movies and cereal.jan wants a cereal eating comp.goodness.cant wait(:

2007-03-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

my middle finger hurts.lolll.okay anyway,todays really a wet day man.and nothing much happened today.rushed a lot luh.and i must say the class is getting more helpful i guess its cos they finally see the damn urgency.and yes God really helped me for this.yes a new set of trials again.like last few weeks my week was quite good,much better than before and now its back to blehhh stuff again.next weeks health awareness week.and i cant go to church next week!AND IM SERVING.GROANS.stupid empower u thing.humph.this thursday theres cross country too.whoohooo.and then friday after school im gonna watch the singapore masters-.- then rush back to school for family night.gonna shower in school.hurrr.

2007-03-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

MY STAY BACK IN SCHOOL WAS SUPER SUCCESSFUL AND FUN!well during school,pe was fun as usual.but it rained.we ran 2 rounds.had mass skipping today.i learned how to jump in!WHOOHOOO.and we played scissors paper stone for a while when we were skipping hahahaha.miss su came up with that.damn fun.then we had a little bit of practice for bball on wednesday next week.its health awareness soo..yeah.had an accident today.so freaky.yixuan wanted to get her bball and i was bending down to get mine then she mad lah.run then she headbutt my back on accident.wthh.i flew forward a littleO.o then another time sandy was trying to shoot.and then i was packing up.the ball dropped directly in front of my faceO.o i froze for a minute.after school,gloricia charissa nicole tiffany and i stayed back for family night.i was supposed to do the poster with gloricia and charissa but i decided to help with dance instead.i was bored of the poster.hahaha so i just told them what to do and then i helped with the dance.THE DANCE IS NICE(:SUPER NICE(:nicole left at 3.tiffy left at 4.char and me left at 4.45 gloricia and charissa left at 4.anyway,char and me choreographed all today(:well we managed to think of the verses and everything which rocks.tomorrow we're gonna show the class.hopefully theyd be able to master it!THE DANCE ROCKS I TELL YOU(:DANCE IS FUN.

2007-02-28T23:10:00.000+08:00

had a really really really rough day today.SUCKED.lets see.WE'RE DAMN LATE FOR FAMILY NIGHT I GOT FREAKING PISSED OFF AND FOR SOME WEIRD REASON I BECAME 'IN CHARGE' OF THE THING AGAIN!WTHH.and then my uniform got stained with red marker ink.I LOVE THAT BLOUSE COS ITS BIG AND NOW ITS STAINED-.-and then for golf we did NOTHING.a lot of stuff are pissing me off right now.urgh...i shant say much anymore.i shall just shutup.

2007-02-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

I PASSED GEOG IN THE END WHOOOHOOO(:sweet.today was alright lah.during recess michelle and me ate a lot.noodles and then she packed cereal for us.haha.okay,guess what,I HAVE A NEW LAPTOP!okay its not exactly new but I HAVE A LAPTOP.i will get it once my dad finishes transferring his stuff over to his new one(:YAYYY.

somehow i feel a little left out.i seriously dont know whats going on.did i do something wrong?i feel like the connection isnt the same anymore.its weird.i mean i said something and then i was thanked for it.then i carried on and then ... came out.i mean,did i really do something wrong?urgh.and for a few weeks ive been wondering already,at first i thought it was just me.maybe it still is but,yeah im getting a little affected.urghhh.helllppp

2007-02-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

2STEP UP.lol ms ng comes up with the silliest ideas to help boost our confidence.so cute.she thinks channing tatums hot!HAHA she has good tasteXP okayokay.well she gave us this name card thing.the papers super nice.and i got lit test back today.YAY HIGHEST(: I GOT 17/20 and for that i got a granola bar.finished it already though.chinese tution was funny.my laoshi was being silly.she gave me chocs too.and angpao(:HAHAA.yesyesyes shes nice.and this time i was super tired but then i didnt feel like falling asleep.GODS STRENGTH i tell you.its AMAZING.youre tired.you feel tired but you dont feel that horrible.i mean really.okay now im praying that id keep this up.getting good results is good and bad.good cos youre happy youve accomplished something and you know youve done yourself and your parents proud.bad cos you get stressed.you wanna keep it up.im afraid again.but yes matthew 6:36 shall remind me(:somehow God tells me that verse over and over again everytime im afraid of next time.its quite cool to see how He talks to us.its really amazing.yes a lot of things He does is super cool.
ive come up with this conclusion today:ALL HOME EC TEACHERS ARE NAGGY.my home ec teacher is getting on my nerves.okay she already is.i dont really like her.
im going to fail home ec test.i didnt do HALF THE PAPER why?i didnt know how to do it.i think id get at most 5/20.O.o anyway ITS HOME EC.again claudias theory applies

2007-02-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

just came home from church.i served in timothy.and yeah worship was great.i served for davids club 2nd service too!hahah the kids are soooo cute.but they were all tired.i co-led with aunty ee wee.during service,worship was really overwhelming.i really felt God there.when we were singing emmanuel,i really felt God there and i felt something in between my hands.i felt Gods hand lah.i know i was clenching my fist really tight.so.sermon was interesting as usual.somehow it spoke to me too.i mean like its a very indirect kind of thing.but its not that bad lah.after service stayed back a little while and left with ben.right now i have to do stupid home ec.its killlerrr.i cant do the bloody advertisement and neither can i find the clothes thing and we have a test tomorrow and i dont even know what modules are coming out.home ec is stupid.and i dont wanna be a housewife so i dont see any point in taking it.heh.HOME EC IS DUMB.

2007-02-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

gah i forgot to post about what ms ng told us yesterday.damn stupid.she came into class and told us that we were no longer gonna help the animals for cip cos they(i have no idea who they is) said we have to do on environment.so they chose the place for us.and guess what it is!WEEDING AND PULAU UBINS FORESTo.O WHO THE HELL WEEDS FORESTS.YES I KNOW IM GONNA BE WEEDING BUT...hello?A FOREST is supposed to have weeds.thats why its called A FOREST WITH TREES AND PLANTS.goodness.i mean once you weed a small area.by the next day it'll grow back so whats the point?THERES NO MEANING TO THIS.CIP:YOU DO SOMETHING MEANINGFUL!not weed the forest!exactly my point,theyre flipping mental i tell you.NUTS.i shall tell ms ng my theory of weeding forests.and i hate forests too.why?forest=plants+creepycrawlies.creepycrawlies=claudia no like=claudia scared.haha yes.that part too.goshO.o if i see caterpillars,grasshoppers all the you dont usually see in life now kind of bugs i bet im gonna get nightmares.caterpillars 100% nightmare giver.gahh okay okay im scaring myself and its at night.i shall stop here before i keep going on

2007-02-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

WHOO IM ALMOST DONE WITH MY BIGGEST DOODLE MASTERPIECE(:im gonna frame it and people want a photocopy version!HAHA.maybe i should ask them to pay for it!haha i can make money that wayXP JOKING!today was alright lah.history was funny.then house meeting.brilliant im in novelty swimming relay race.just swim with the kicking board 50m and doneO.o i was forced into it.but who knows it COULD be fun.haha.then im joining netball and benchball too.goodness.im mad lah.i wanted to join volleyball but none of my friends wanted to join cos they think they cant play.bah.VOLLEYBALL WOULD HAVE BEEN SUPER FUN LAH!and i was signed up for squash but i managed to pull myself out of it.muahhahaha!i havent played for almost 8 months?im not playing in the competition!heh.okay mindchamps is tomorrow and i havent read through for the test tomorrow.if we fail,WHICH I PRAY HARD THAT I WONT,we have to retake the whole courseO.ocrazy.but i shall not fail!okay i really have to rush off now,im gonna go for dinner with my family.CHINESE(:

2007-02-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

PE WAS NUTS TODAY.super super super hotO.o i got darker.whoohoo!volleyball was fun.heh.and after pe i was dehydrated.bought mineral water and i drank it all.i was too full to drink anymore but i needed to drink cos i was dehydrating.anyway,im on this art madness thing.since yesterday really.cos during pw i started doodling on chloe's notebook then i foudn what i did nice.hahaha its really tidious to do but nevermind.i decided to draw it on a4,when im done angies gonna scan then put on the com.whoohoo.nicest ive ever done.i seriously hate tidious art.like remember the one i rereredid?yeah its something like that but im doing all small and same patternsO.osomething new lah.im gonna do more during edna modes lesson tomorrow.yupp.her lessons are boring.instead of going to the toilet all the time i shall drawXD and plus i dont really wanna walk.today on the way to the science lab for life science my thigh cracked.the left one.so for a while itd be super hard to walk.it keeps happening.goodness im becoming oldO.o

2007-02-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

chinese new year holiday is gonna be over in about 1hour plus plus.sucks.and im gonna sleep soon.anyway im poor this cny.but nevermind.i was really sick yesterday and i couldnt stand it.my mom was mad lah.okay yesterday i was forced to play golf so i had to wake up early.only played like 3 or 4 holes and i couldnt stand it so i stopped.after 9 holes i went to sleep on the massage chair in the changing room.man i was really sick.after that went to aunty dorris's house.met clarence and caroline there and just talked to them.after that went home and my mom wanted to sleep.so she slept.i was bored so went to watch tv with my dad and i fell asleep-.-then went to uncle yongs house.outside was so noisy so i went in his room and lied on his water bed.andrea was there and we hungout in his room ahaha.i admit that part was fun.then we went to uncle cerils house.thats when i realyl couldnt tahan.at lij 11.30 i asked my mom if we could go home.she said okay,we'll leave in 5 to 10 mins.but it was like half an hour 45 mins.then i asked again and she got annoyed and said wait lahh.i got pissed off and then walked to my cousins.i started complaining.i was soo tired and i felt like i was gonna faint any minute.so then my brother sent me home.i fell asleep right after which was at 12.30.yeah.today went for high tea at 3.MAN I WAS STUFFED.had all 3 meals at that hour.haha.there was a chocolate fountain there and yes mjelva and me went nuts over it.after that had a little shopping.i bought a new pair of shoes.adidas.50%off.hahaha.mmm then met stef and at 6.30 my dad stef and i left and i went to bens house for dinner.barely ate.super full.but his dad kept forcing food down our throats.well i had fun.yupp.so yeah my moms planning to have a neighbours gathering.hehh(:yayy i wantt.but we'll see.mm yeah i left bens house at 9.30.tomorrows schoool and i have golf i dont feel like going for both.school isnt as bad as golf.i really HATE it.and this thursday i cant wait.WHOO HOO VOLLEYBALL!

2007-02-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

pigging out session has officially begun!yupp.i ate a lot just now.and later AGAIN!WHOO MEE SIAM.hahahahaha i shall eat a lot and own my house.muhahaha.anyways,yesterday all i did was stay at home and follow mjelva and gunnar to parkway then played pool with them then had renunion dinner.i ate A LOT.just now just played speed with stef and then tai ti with stef mjelva and gunnar.i sucked.oh well at least i won a few games and the last.nice finish.later need to wake up early for church but i dont mind!so yes better go sleep now.I SHALL COLLECT MONEY TOMORROW.LJIAN XIN ITS ALL GOING TO THE BANK!):ah well.anyway,GOOD NIGHT.AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:MARGARETH,GIBVE ME YOUR MONEYYYXD

2007-02-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

SWEET NEW PHONE!HAHAH YAYYY.AFTER 2 LOONNGGG YEARS!K800I(:im still playing around with it.anyways today went to tns.nothing much.NOT going back next year.teachers not exactly as happy to see us unlike last year.ah well.so then went out with sherlyn.we went to parkway and we met perry.funny thing happened today.whenever i went to shops i'd set off the alarm-.-how nice.the sales people would either run out and check or theyd stare at me.they thought i stole something-.- yes very embarrassing.you know why?NO CLAUDIA IS NOT A THEIF.cos my school bag,the adidas orange one i bought at vivo.they forgot to take out the tag thing.sooooo,yes every shop i went the beeper went off.grrr so sherlyn perry and i tried to find shops that had the thing to take the tag out.a lot of shops didnt have.even adidas.stupid.so i FINALLY went to espirit and they took it out for me.phew.left at 5 then went to PS to get my phone.im happy with it.whoohooo.okay okay,i shall go play around with the functions now.and i need to upload stuffXDtomorrow i wont have time to do it cos im helping out(:

2007-02-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

my ankle started to hurt again during pe.while running.so i iced it then carried on.last week of frisbee!and we had a tournament.HAHAH WE WON!lalala.next week during pe would be the greatest.why?VOLLEYBALL!YAYY.FINALLYXDDalright then history test was okay lah.i didnt know how to do a few questions but source base was not bad actually.i usually suck at source bas ecos id have no idea what to write but after this mindchamps thing its easier.i mean thats after they taught us the essay writing thing.i think i may take history.i think geogs hard.all the map readings.we're getting it back next week right after cny.so dead.sure failed it.ah well.okayy this whole week.God has really helped me.the week wasnt so bad after last week.He helped me focus on studying for life science i guess.i wouldnt really have been able to study if He didnt help.this week wasnt as bad as i thought itd be(: and i guess thats good.my class im starting to find it alright too.its not THAT bad after a while.so yes blessings(:OHOH I HAVE MY PHONE VOUCHER ALREADY.my dad said that we'd go down today.well he said that like last week.and now we cant cos he has to entertain people.goodness.so yeah,more days to wait for my phone unless he comes home early.PRAY HARD!

2007-02-14T19:00:00.000+08:00

i cant view my blog or anyone elses.so annoying.the only one i can is sharmaines.its weird.but i still can blogO.o okay guess what claudias sick.well didnt go for golf.and science test was okay.but i'll just pass just not too well.anywayy,didnt go for golf.went to the doctors instead.said my glands were a little swallon and i might have a sensitive nose.how great is that.grrr.then she gave me antibiotics and other medicine but my brother says not to take the antibiotics cos its gonna bring my immune system down.so yeah just take the others lah.oh and you know what?WE WON CLASS DECO.MUAHAHAH I LOVE THE LITTLE MAN IN MY HEAD THAT GIVES ME IDEAS!HAH.but then you know what the prize was?super rings,that junk food thing.they give us that and the poor man will die.lol.but nevermind.and this is the wrong time to sick.i mean valentines day is today and i have chocolate AND cookies which i have to save up-.-then chinese new year is coming.bad timing.its the time when you PIG OUT!damn i cant breathe.anyways i wanna go eat dinner now.im hungry

2007-02-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

CRAP IM GETTING SICK AGAIN!AND CHINESE NEW YEAR IS IN A FEW DAYS.OH THE GOOD FOOD):pray hard that i'll be alright okay!thank youu.had chem and chinese test today.i did HORRIBLY FOR CHEM.GAHHH.cos informal assessment so we marked it ourselves.i got 9/15!if they didnt have this stupid test i would have gotten 86 for overall marks but with this i got 77.yes okay still A1 but 86 looks beautiful!ah well.chinese,we only did the compre and everyone said it was easy or okay.i found it hard.couldnt understand a thing in the passage.danger but nevermind.i shall try my best in the other section.tomorrow we have a life science test and i have cca tomorrow but its in school.so im having a date with mr science test,mr plastic clubs and mr mini tennis ball.how brilliant!-.-today we managed to do last minute deco for our class.IT LOOKS NICE.MARGARETH BOUGHT BALLOONS HAHAHAHA EVERYONES JEALOUS!MUHAHA XD and then after school i went home to shower and studied life science.after that went to suntec and shop.FRUITFULL SHOPPING!so chinese new year shopping is DONE except i just need to find a shirt that would go with my skirt.and i want a big shirt(:this sunday im going for service too.yes MUST VISIT GOD FIRST!hehh.alrights,pray hard that i'll be well after tomorrow and that my class will win the deco competition.WE PUT IN A LOT OF HARD WORK AND I WENT THROUGH A LOT OF STRESS!haha.but of course through this all i had a little fun lah(:

2007-02-12T17:48:00.000+08:00

ive come up with this conclusion today: HOME EC CREATES STRESS.okay lets see,today during home ec mrs ho taught us how to HEM something.i did it the wrong way.she called it something but i cant remember.HEMMING IS HARD.anyway for that got into trouble.hahaha.so yes have to redo.I HATE HEMMING,SEWING yadeyadeya.so yes claudia CANNOT and WILL NOT and DOESNT WANT TO be a housewife next time.i HAVE TO get a domestic helper if not id just die heh.and you cannot just say its SEWING that i have problems with.i just tried baking cookies for vday and guess what.it turned out like cake.HAHAHAHAHAH but taste like cookies.so its like soft.its funny actually.LOL im a failure at baking too.SEE MORE REASONS WHY I SHOULDNT BE A HOUSEWIFE.muhahaha.but my aunty is gonna help me later.goodness i really cant do home ec.its quite funny actually.okay i have to study for a lot of tests now and then dinner with my family.gahhh.CLAUDIA CANNOT BAKE OR SEWXD

2007-02-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

1st service was really good.the holy spirit really was there.at first the kids were all super noisy,then when we started to sing the song holy spirit,they really quietened down.it was amazing.yupp,i was really touched by God during that song i was tearing a little bit but i stopped myself.there was this little kid there he knelt down and worshipped.he really encouraged me a lot.after worship uncle adrian always opens up the floor for people to share.and then so many kids came up.there were still more but due to time,they couldnt let all of them come up.during cell at hall 6,we were chased out and we had to move to hall 9.stayed in there for a long time and we were late for service.but anyway,we kept praying for about an hour?or was it half.well yeah,it really brought the spirit in me alive.this morning i prayed for the holy fire to burn in all of us,that was before service started.then during cell,while we were all praying,jiajun and chaoyang kept saying fire burn.and holy fire.this really shows that the fire is really starting to burn in us.burnburnburn(:amazing stuff happened.sermon was on entering Gods time.and yes THE TIME IS NOW!(x during altarcall,melanie and i went up to be prayed for.it was more for healing really.yeah,I WILL BE HEALED IN THE NAME OF JESUS XD alrighttt,after service had food i was hungry man.spent a lot of time talking to janice alex melanie and dylan.haha we all laughed really badly.and dylan came up with this wonderful 'theory' that when melanie laughs,i start laughing at her for laughing at a weird thing.then she laughs at me for laughing at her.brilliant theory right-.-anyways,after that i left at 5.30.bens mom gave me a lift and i shall consider going over to visit for cny since they invited.well we'll see.uhm,tomorrows school and i dont feel like going back as usual.4 tests next week.goodness i havent started studying.only a little of history.and then the valentines day deco in school must be done my tuesday and we havent started.goodness GOD I NEED TIMEE!ahhhhhh.okayokay i shall leave it in the hands of the Lord and pray that itd be nice and we'd win nicest deco!haha

2007-02-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

somethings wrong with blogger.cant read my blog or anyone elses.anyway,the com in my room is starting to get an internet connection but then everythings in a mess on msn over there for some weird reason so i shant use it(:had mindchamps today and we were told that we're gonna have the exam the following week.when we come back.goodness.and we need to have 80% and above in order to pass!ohmygoodness!if not we have to repeat the whole thing again.awwww.no matter i shall pass it!yes,i will.after mindchamps my dad picked me up.he told me that he'll get me a new sandwedge.yayyy.i love you daddy!HAHAHA.yupp i think he just wanted to 'teach me a lesson'.well,went to fish market at plaza sing for dinner with my parents.i guess bonds getting better but still tend to get all blahhhh and stuff.which is kinda good i guess?mmm,tomorrow im going to serve only for 1st service then go for cell.i think God wants to talk to me.and so does sam and rachel and jianxin soooo yeah.alright i shall go to sleep now.need to wake up early later.

2007-02-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

wore an ankle guard to school and slippers.my ankle really really hurts.okay i shall count this as an injury.that means 5 years in a row already that its been injured.goodness im so accident/injury prone.alright got math test back today.not bad but I MISSED MY A1 BY ONE DUMB MARK.whats worse is that i could have gotten it all right but ALL 7 MARKS were wasted cos of careless mistakes.BAHHHHH.silly me-.-well i must say God has been and is still going to help(ing) me along the way.if it werent for Him i wouldnt have done this "well" in my tests.last year id be like just border line pass.and He has helped me to be more focused in school even though im like tired or whatever.Hes made understanding lessons easier for me and yes helped me become more hardworking and hopefully i'll maintain it(:in the beginning i never understood why i was in this class,well now ive really thought about it and understood.last year i loved my class so much till i couldnt concentrate cos id be talking to them and stuff.now i dont really like my class,well it depends really.if not theyre okay.so now i pay attention cos i gues theres nothing much to talk about and yupp.my attention span isnt as short as before(:ive really thought of all this carefully.and of course with the help of my friends to realise that this is a path for my growth and to realise that i can only do it with Gods strength and not my own.theres other stuff too but right now,IM SORRY i have no time i gotta rush off for tuition-.-

2007-02-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

I SHALL POST FOR THE 2ND TIME TODAY.OHMYGOSH LAH I JUST GOT SCOLDED BY MY PARENTS.THERES SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH THEM CAN.IM SORRY TO SAY THAT OKAY BUT REALLY.SHEEESSSHHH.YES OKAY SO WHAT IF YOU TOLD ME TO TAKE THAT SUNDAY GOLF BAG THING.YOU WANT ME TO BRING A TATTTERRED AND TORN ONE?YES WE HAVE A NEW ONE BUT ITS SOMEWHERE AROUND.AND I THOUGHT YOU KNEW THAT I WAS TIRED THAT DAY AND OF COURSE IF IM TIRED I WOULDNT BOTHER TO FIND THE BLOODY BAG.THEN LIKE YOU COME AND TELL ME THAT I'LL LOSE MY CLUBS.WELL ARE YOU HAPPY I DID.I LOST MY SANDWEDGE AND THEN NOW YOU START SCOLDING ME THINKING IM SOME BLOODY IDIOT WHOD PUT THE CLUBS ANYWHERE AND NOT KNOW WHICH BAG I PUT IT IN.WORDS ARE POWERFUL OKAY.I SERIOUSLY THINK SOMEONE STOLE IT AND THEN NOW THEY THINK THAT IM NOT RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH TO GO FIND THE CLUB.OF COURSE THATS WHY I REACHED HOME LATER.GOODNESS.YES SURE ITS A CLUB ITS EXPENSIVE BUT DONT YOU THINK IM NOT SAD FOR LOSING THE CLUB?AND THEN YOURE GOING ON TO TELL ME THAT I DONT HAVE TO PLAY GOLF ANYMORE.WTHHH.ITS JUST A BLOODY CLUB OKAY ITS HARD TO GET OUT OF THE BUNKER NOW BUT SO?DONT HAVE TO ROUND IT OFF WITH OH YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY GOLF ANYMORE.yes i know i dont like golf but still!SERIOUSLY.JUST GIVE ME A BREAK.IM LIKE STRESSING OVER STUDIES,AND GOLF AND NOW LOSING MY CLUBS AND YOU THINK THATS NOT ENOUGH?SCOLDING ME WONT BRING THE CLUB BACK

2007-02-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

my ankle hurts.goodness.old injury!does this count as getting my ankle injured?cos if it does then i cant break my record):ive been injuring my ankle ever since p4.EVERY SINGLE YEAR.okay PE was fun.it was ms su's birthday.hahah.we had our 2nd lesson of frisbee.next weeks the last.i wanna do soccer or volleyball after that!well next week will be packed with tests.study study study.
tuesday:chem(open book,informal assessment)[this is to pull peoples grades up.have to do well if not it will work the wrong way]
wednesday:life science test(MIND YOU ITS VALENTINES DAY)
thursday:history(and maybe chinese.)
friday:chinese.if its on thursday then friday would be free.

school finishes 'early' on friday.1.05 sureee very early!-.-after that esther's mom will send us to taonan.hopefully after a while id be able to go out(:havent seen them in ages!but im used to it but itd be nice to see them.mmm,OH YES todays lit test was SUPER TOUGH!ohmygoodness.and tomorrow im getting back math.I PASSED.cos miss tang was like telling us certain peoples marks cos she saw improvement from last year.and then i was like shiet i think i failed and then she saw that in my face so she said i didnt fail.PHEW.but i didnt get my A1 for sure cos miss tang would have said my name out):oh well okay off to do math and ART homework.im dead for art!i havent bought my materials and i really need it!

2007-02-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'M STRESSED.GAHHH.IM DEPRESSED IM GETTING EMO!GOODNESS.LORD HELP):gahh.whyyyy!and words are really powerful.so becareful when you use them.BAH.cant wait for the holidays.

2007-02-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

OHMYTIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I LOST MY SANDWEDGE!OHMYGOODNESS WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.DIEDIEDIE.MY PARENTS ARE SO GONNA KILL ME.anyway yesterday during quiet time God spoke to me again.i shall share it another time.i really need to chiong for lit.need to study!and then math homework and i just got home from golf and i need to shower and i havent eaten dinner!i have soooo much to do man!oh yes,I DID WELL FOR CHEMISTRY!WHOOHOOO.2ND HIGHEST IN CLASS.MUHAHA.20.5/25!SWEEETT A1!yay.math i had lots of careless mistakes.byebye 19/25,byebye A1): ah well.just study harder thats all.okay off for dinner and on to my busy night schedual!

a lot of things have been pulling me down right now.i nearly got sick.anyway,God shall help me(:AMEN

2007-02-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

Gods really using a lot of people to speak to me.like todays chapel i didnt expect to have something to have to do with struggling with studies or relationships.scaryyy!but cool.of course.geography and math test tomorrow.im sooo scared for geography.i only realised we have geog today.damn,im dead.math im pretty much alright i think.aiming for 19/25 and above(:okay soooo,tomorrows gonna be a packed day.after school rush to tmcc for 9 holes then rush to the driving range then chiong shower and then rush to parkway I THINK for cny shopping.i shall find more clothes!yay.im in desperate need.alright,at 5.30 i'll start studying geog.my brains dead fro chinese.bah.next week chinese test!OH NO.

2007-02-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

God really spoke to me today.a lot.during worship when we sang EMMANUEL.and it goes like this:

Holy Holy
I will bow before
My Lord and King
Hallelujah
You have come to us
You make all things new

Emmanuel
Jesus Christ
You'll never let me go
My Shepherd King
You'll never let me go
My Sheperd King
You're watching over me
Emmanuel

So amazing
You have named the stars
Of the deepest night
Still You love me
You have called my name
I will follow You

Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You
Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You

yeah God used this song to speak to me during worship.then melanie prayed for me and tears kept coming down.we had holy communion today too.uhm,and remember i said that i had a gut feeling that this message was for me.ITS SUPER TRUE OKAY.it was on VICTORY OVER FEAR.the message was really really really for me.altarcall was maddness for me too.usually you respond to it because of 1 or 2 which refer to you right?well guess what,out of like 6 of them 5 was for me.actually there would have been one less if ps eugene didnt grab the mic and say that those who had some fear with relationship between anyone.like your parents..etc.i was SHOCKED OKAY.i looked at rachel,she looked at me then i looked at melanie and she looked at me all with the shocked look.anyway OF COURSE i responded to altarcall.thank you rachel and melanie for praying.i cried a lot again.OH YES i forgot to mention,during worship i saw Gods hand sticking out of the clouds and reaching for me.and asking me to grab on.okayyy,well melanie started having gastric.so i prayed a short prayer for her and guess what,SHE WAS HEALED AFTER A FEW MINUTES.PRAISE GOD(:oh okay,now what God told me during altarcall.well He said that i really shouldnt worry and i should really trust Him no matter how hard and He knows what im going through.He said that even though sometimes i cant really feel Him there He wants to let me know that He is and will always be no matter what.like every single day,hour,minute,second,milisecond..and of course He reminded me about matthew 6:34.
yuupp,soo..service was like that for me.there was no cell today.i STUDIED with danae before that.i did math.im so proud of myselfXD ohoh,and I CAN GO FOR G12!LALALALA.YAY!

2007-02-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

yes i know that post before this is emo.i dont care.anyway,they spoke to me in the morning about my future.lol.so now my goal is to go to georgia tech in atlanta after Os hopefully.their core is studies(of course) and golf.mmm,ive been to atlanta.its nice.i wanna go get their accent.lol well my mom always dreamed of me going to england to study.shes really thinking about it like after my Os especially if i want a non asian accent.my dad says its okay for schooling but bad place to live cos the food and weather sucks.oh well.anyway,i bought 2 books from borders just now,'the five people you meet in heaven' and 'kingdom hope'.they look interesting.hopefully from there i'll learn to enjoy reading.haha.my dad just showed me a video.its not bad.heres the link: http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com:80/viewmovie.html
tonight im going to have dinner with gunnar and my parents at concourse.YAY JAPANESE.muhahaa.i also had the mindchamps thing today.we have to do an essay.how nice more homework.whoohoo-.-im getting my phone voucher really soon.they told me that they'd send it by monday.hopefully i'll get it then ad they really mean what they say.i want my k800i!my dads considering(: sweet.OH and i cant wait for tomorrows message.i wonder if i should go with my parents or sleep in.well we'll see how i feel later.yeahh..thanks dylan and lester for trying to cheer me up last night(:

2007-02-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

wow claudia,youre so amazing,look what a mess you got yourself into.URGH.i just got into a lot of trouble.how great.my mom ASSUMES that im going to church for guys now.how brilliant.well i told her HOW I WASNT.and how much ive grown.and she said oh yeah really how so.O.o so i explained.even though if she doesnt believe i know that God knows my intentions.but still it does matter what she thinks.new rule:no going out with guys alone.urgh sheesh whats the big deal even though its a few guys and myself.i mean it not like anythings gonna happen lah!and shes like you cant trust guys.sheesh.urgh and then sundays most of the time after service my dad will be picking me up at about 5 to go to the dumb driving range.if not i have to get back home by 6.wthh.then whats more she said that everytime she comes home she sees me on msn or smsing and btw,she said that im spending too much time on my smses.YEAH RIGHT DO YOU KNOW I CUT DOWN?APPARENTLY NOT.and i old her i cutw down a lot.hey i didnt go over in january okay.i sent only 480.IS THAT SMSING A LOT?NO!and she just used all her old words.well she doesnt know what i do in the afternoon which is finish up my homework.does she know that today my tutor complimented me and told me i became more hardworking?NO and then she justs goes on yacking without even knowing what exactly is going on in my life.and she thinks that processing is useless and my dad even asked who doesnt like processing.EVERYONE LIKES IT.goodness.and then she scolded me for not reading enough.and i have NO books to read.and then she said go to the library.they should know me well enough i will never return them on time.and i got into trouble for that.my dad said then make it a point and youre just giving excuses.my mom said are you telling me that you can remember to go to church go for rehearsals and cant remember to return books?THEYRE 2 DIFFERENT THINGS.REHEARSALS AND CHURCH I GO THERE AND REMEMBER COS IM HUNGRY AND THIRSTY FOR THE WORD OF GOD.i look forward to church every week.and ive gotten this new kind of hunger and thirst.LOOK,i KNOW what im doing.they should have asked me what i PLAN on doing before giving me lectures.dont they know that for my math test now im gonna finish up 2 chapters of my assessment book?do they know that im gonna reread my tkam chap 1 to 8?do they know that when my chem teacher asked us to revise for our chem test the next day during her lesson i went up with chloe to ask her to tutor us?NO.see,i know what im doing.they just need to learn to trust me.trust me that i CAN handle it and i KNOW who to hang out with.yes sure maybe i'll make some mistakes on the way but they need to trust me...

2007-02-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

i had pain.a lot of pain today.OKAY moving on,today was a better day and i didnt get into any trouble.lalala.RECESS IS FUN WITH MEGAN AND ALYSSA.hahaha.its more fun with MICHELLE ALONG TOO!hahaha.again,megan and i stole alyssas shoe.muhahahhaha.we stole both of them.on wednesday michelle megan and i stole one of her shoe.HEH.on wednesday we put it near her class next to the railings.then today we hid it in a corner.this time it was both of them so she had to walk around looking for them in her socks.the bell rang and she still was looking for them so megan and i had to rush her.its SUPER FUN!hahahah sorry alyssa!but we just love doing thatXP you bring joy to our recessed you know!alright.what else.im doomed.i forgot to bring my science textbook home and i need it for tomorrows mindchamps!grah.WHY did i HAVE TO forget!grrr silly me.and i havent done the stupid homework.CAN YOU BELIEVE IT THEY GIVE DUMB HOMEWORK.RETARDS.

2007-02-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

im scared.really scared.ohnohhnooo.hurrrrr.im in ohsomuchtrouble.LOOONNGG STORY.grahhh.i shant think about it.claudia will be a good girl and do her homework and get her mind off it.okay pe was great today.even though we got into trouble.hahaha.frisbee!yayy.
i shall leave everything into Gods hands and pray really hard that i wont get into trouble tomorrow morning or anytime.i bet im gonna get a prep talk soon.okay.HEEEEEHOOOOHHEEEE...O.o okay off to work

2007-01-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

another horrible day.i shall not say much.just that i got SUPER PISSED OFF TODAY.and i realised certain things which arent good things really.mmm,golf kinda made up for this stupid dumb day.i laughed soooooo hard.wahahah.the new coach is kinda like mr loh.or low.however you spell it.heh.well i guess ive changed my impression of the sec ones from stuck up to not so bad.well the one i thought was the most stuck up proved me wrong.thankfully.but the others are still uhhh.okay i guess i just have to wait and see huh.so made 3 new friends today(:and i realised that 2 of them stay nearby.hmmm,so yeah got a lift from one of them.thats why im not in my moms salon.OHOH TONIGHT MY MOMS CELL PEOPLE ARE COMING OVER AND GUESS WHAT!WE'RE HAVING MEESIAM!WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.yayyyy.ah yes,valentines days coming up.and we have a dumb life science test on that day.DIEDIEDIE.speaking of which,my chem test was alright today.paying attention in class can actually work.it depends.like if it were turk teaching,DONT PAY ATTENTION.YOU'LL GO BLUR.lots of tests coming up.I HAVE TO DO WELL and prove myself wrong(:

2007-01-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

i feel horrible today.urgh.dont wanna talk about it.michelle,stop living in the past.move on(: thats a good piece of advice okay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRICIA!

2007-01-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

i forgot to post this on sunday

FEAR IS HAVING FAITH IN THE WRONG THING!

yes this spoke to me.through this,God opened my eyes to see what a lie i was living in.on how afraid i was of failing..i just have to learn how not to be afraid cos God is with me!

2007-01-29T17:35:00.000+08:00

still having a fever but im getting better.today had on off headaches like yesterday but its cutting down.thanks jason for cheering me up(:ngeh,michelle wee is weird.she wants my fever.KEEP AWAY FROM ME WOMAN.well anyway,today theres no homework besides the english tea story thing which im supposed to be doing with iman now but SHES ASLEEP.i just woke up so i wanna do now.and i cant really do it later cos im gonna have guitar lessons!urgh.itd end up like last night again oh no..howhowhowhowhow.QUICK IMAN WAKE UPPP.ohh i left tuition early cos yes i wanted to rest.now playing poker with lester and i still have no clue how to do it.cos its unfair that she'll be doing almost everything.bahhh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYLL & JUDAXIL!

2007-01-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

guess what?i have a dumb fever.theres no ac in the room now and im wearing a jacket.i was walking around with the jacket on too.so bahh.today i woke up late.danae called me at 7.45 and woke me up.thank you!lol.service was alright.but i had huge eyebags in the morningO.o but now im okay.cell was interesting but it was short.i love todays service.the message was really interesting.and during altarcall i didnt go up but i stayed there and God spoke to me.i cried and cried.God told me a lot of things which made me keep going on and on.certain things people make it sound so easy(like have FAITH in Him) but its actually very hard.sometimes when i say it,it also sounds soo simple but its not.so now im starting to think why i even say it if my myself cant do it.but i guess i just have to learn huh.in fact we all do.i cant keep putting out a strong front cos id be 'lying' to the people around me and worse,myself.can you believe it?i kept saying that i was alright and i actually believed it until today.i dont want to go to school tomorrow.especially tuition.i dont want to fall asleep again.its so annoying and i guess my tutor will get super annoyed too huh.i havent finished my homework.the english one.goodness okay i better start.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY JIAN XIN & ALYSSA!

2007-01-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

today i was half sick.I HAD A FEVER AND I WAS AT MINDCHAMPS.urgh i kept sneezing,my nose was all runny and my eyes were soo dry.really hurt a lot.but im better now.mmm,YESTERDAY WE DIDNT HAVE CEREAL):awwwwww...okay met aly's uhhh family friend? ethan.nice for a sec 1 guy.COMPARING TO THE REST IN MINDCHAMPS HES A LOT BETTER.yeah,i wanna crash her house during the holidays.SHE HAS A LOT OF SHOES OR HER MOM HAS A LOT.GOODNESS ME.when ethan opened the shoe cupboard,ALL I SAW WERE SHOE BOXES FILLED FROM TOP TO BOTTOM and it took me like 10 seconds to realise that it was flooded with shoes.i was like 'ohmy...' when i finally realised it.ALYSSA CHOW BE CAREFUL IM GONNA ROB YOU ONE FINE DAY!she has like 3 guitars.1 of the electric.best part,its DAMN EX.A FENDERR.FENDER!MADDNESS LAHHH.O.o i shall rob almost everything in your house.or even better rob your whole house!muhahahahaha.yes i know i have a twisted mind right now but ITS A SUPER BIG HOUSE.I MEAN A MOVIE THEATER!!*drroooollss*ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

2007-01-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

later im going to aly's house!yayy i cant wait.LANA CAKE AND HONEY STARS AND MORE CEREAL!whooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.sweet.and then im gonna play aly's guitar.for some reason she named it a girls name.weirdo.LOL.she keeps going on about how its her bday week.HAH.whatever ali.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN AND KRYSTAL!

2007-01-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

yayyy new golf shoes!adidas.mmmhmmm.well well today we had high jumps and hurdles for pe.SUPER FUN.i managed to do 2/3 of the high jumps.the last one i was SUPER CLOSE to getting over.BAH.i wanna do it again next week!tomorrow night im going to aly's house!sweeettt.until 9 plus.travel from school back home and then near school again.goodness but its okay cos i cant wait for aly's partyy.OKAY today shall be a short post.need to go and do life science homework and math and english.

2007-01-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

I PLAYED GOOD GOLF YESTERDAY!and it seems to be that every tuesday we play golf the weathers always mad.anyways,yes i played good golf.YAYYY.best ive ever played.im praying id be playing like this and improving.Gods really helping me in so many areas of my life.even though id get a little frustrated in golf but still HES REALLY DOING WONDERS.mmmm,in school my test grades so far is quite okay.need to keep it up.a lot of things are really happening.and the weeks starting to pass my faster i guess.but the bad thing is my sleep.still cant sleep and not enough.ive sort of worked out something.this sunday im serving.which means less sleep.but i dont really mind.i just have to sleep earlier i guess?especially sunday i have to try to.OH NO.i just remembered that a lot of birhtdays are coming up.for me it feels like its a long way to go.i'm still behind time.for some weird weird reason.so i cant really tell what date it is and everythingO.o i think its lack of sleep that has something to do with this.

today in school also was a super sick and dirty minded day.i mean MRS CHONG WAS GIVING US SEX EDUCATION INSTEAD OF GEOGRAPHY!i mean she was like telling us a lot of things and I CANT BELIEVE MY CLASS.i cant believe they actually ASKED QUESTIONS!i wonder how my class would be like when its bio.anyway,she started off with geography on population growth.then it went on into sex education-.-she even told us about her pregnancy.i freaked out at certain parts cos she was telling us about stuff RIPPING and stuffing up an areaO.o.OHMYGOODNESS.i need to wash my mind.then during life science,mrs lam said sex cells a lot today.for some weird reason